Kill My Shadow

tumblr?

2009-11-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

and is tumblr nice? O.O
azreen switched to it.
yusof made it.
yan has it.

and i dunno why,
but i just made mine.
and i dunno a single shit how to navigate it in the 1st place.

but now i think i got the hang of it.
its just for fun.

i guess i'll seperate two blogs.
here's for talking. there's for other stuffs like music and pics.
:)

anyway,
dropthatcyanide.tumblr.com

see you when i see you. :)

all again for you.

2009-11-23T20:18:00.011+08:00

another day to cherish,
another date to remember.
.22.11.2009.

a belated birthday surprise for azreen. :)
heh.
a nice one i must say.
it was like everybody's birthday when we started splatting cakes on each other faces.
and im the worst.
you know why?
cause i cant freaking run!
LOL.
it was an awesome night.
full of laughters and fun.

how i wished that night did not end. :(

anyways, before the surprise,
went out with the belated birthday girl.
told her its just a trip to the movies.
when actually there was a surprise made for her all along.
i was sooo eager to watch 2012,
but end up watching paranormal activity!
sorry babe if u had to watch twice. :(
and that movie is seriously giving me a headache with the camera movements.
and the last part of the movie was freaky.
out of 10, i honestly rate it a 5.
LOL.
but the company was awesome. 10/10. :))
and you guys should see her reaction when she heard that 2012 was 157 minutes.
you know,i know. ;)

i hope you had a hell of a night.
and enjoyed whatever that was planned.

and guys and girls who were there,
a big big THANK YOU to you.
thanks for making the surprise happen.
if not for you guys, the surprise could not have been possible.
so thank you. :)
and it was awesome to have alot of people coming for it.
:))

and here's the pics to show what happened that night.hahahhaa!

and to my very own lil miss azreen,
hope u were surprised.
from the going to toilet,
to the finding of my mum's presents,
to shopping for your clothes at zara.

and hey,
no matter how much we argue,
no matter how much shits we've been through,
no matter how difference our opinions may be,
you know im always a phone call away.

we may fight alot,
we may not talk to each other for weeks,
but please know,
that i'll always be there for you. :)

and i love you too, bestie. <3
all again for you, i will. ;)
be cheerful and stay happy, always.

hello world!

2009-11-16T10:19:00.001+08:00

okay.
well SOMEONE just complained!
okok i'll update okay miss little. :)
heh.now isit nicer at the top?

well,obviously,ur beloved boy is back!
but he still haven recovered fully.
and dats the reason why spore lost to thailand!
like what his hubby says....
w/o iraimi, the spore team just cant make it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

and this was what i made for the nurses at ttsh. :)

okay crap.
so went back to school last friday.
and the journey from sch of business to the bloody jamming room,
one word to describe it.FUCK.
its worst than hell. i dk hw many steps i got to take!
while others are drenched in rain, im drenched in sweat.eew. -.-"
LOL
then went vivo and my legs just went haywire.
tired to the impak maxima man.
and the service at fig&olive......-.-"
should i even say?

and yesterday, had to do project at town!
i had to visit some given shops and act as mystery shopper.
and my legs also was damn tired in the end.
and i didnt get the shirt i wanted.sadded!
here's pics of what i tried on. :)

oh oh oh.
and my new love. <3

omg...melts.hahaha :)
okay chao!

cant handle this

2009-10-18T19:33:00.005+08:00

hey guys.
im like a zombie typing this out.
im super weaker than you can ever imagine.
just wanna upload some pics from yesterday,
had movie outing with fiq,sop,reen,ain,ash.
500 days of summer!

thanks guys for the time out. :)
you're the best.

and so i guessed it right.
my condition did worsen.
and if by tmr i dont start to get better,
dad's gonna send me to hospital.
i wanna get better soon!
cause i cnt stand being super weak.
and..i fear the needles!omfg.

and im gonna miss my class!
dtrn 07 ftw. :)

haiz.dats all for now.
and makcik,

hope ur reading this. :)
enjoy school.
u wont be seeing me much anymore. :(
im sooo sadded.

damn

2009-10-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

fuck la.
seriously.
what the hell is wrong with my body?
its like...its breaking down slowly.
from my left getting weak,
now my right is getting weak also.
honestly.
im freaking scared.
and im having a hard time typing this out.
cause im just too weak to type.
its that bad.
god help me.
haiz. :((

to hell and back.

2009-10-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

idk wats happening to me.
honestly.
i feel so close to death.
slowly, minute after minute,
my body is getting weaker and weaker.
from stomachaches,
to headaches.
and today, my whole left part of my body,
from top to bottom,
felt extremly weak while my right side is normal.
and my left hand's two left fingers cant go straight no matter how hard i forced it to.
its like i lost control of it.
its honestly a scary feeling.
its like im having stroke.
and its freaking me out right now.
plus my right calf is super cramp after having to support my left body during walking.
dammit.
what's happening? :((

but on a brighter note,
i got my baby~ Macbeth Hensley. :)
and it burnt a huge hole in my pocket, i swear. :(

hopefully i'll get better.haiz.
insyaallah. :)

-have fun with your family! :)
for sure your stomach will get bigger.heh.

ZZZzzzZZzZ....

2009-10-15T19:33:00.007+08:00

okay i guess i'll update.once again.bore.hahaha.

last week,
went to night safari for some halloween horror thingy.
$35 gone just like dat.
and the animal show..wasnt dat nice,cz the animals so called nvr obey?hahaha.
and the ghost tram and the trail to the bridge of no return was thrilling!and scary at times.
i shout my heart out man during the tram ride.HAHA!
its an awesome experience,but not really worth that $35 though.haha.
here's pics.

then a few days back,
went cycling with some of my camp mates to ecp.
gosh i was dead tired after awhile!
means im super fat alrd!
OMG!
and the rain jz spoilt an hour.tsk.
but it was fun!
and i break the arcade record of wacking the strongest thingy..haha.idk the name.
hahahaha!

oh well.
im not really looking forward to school.
one look at the modules..and im screwed up.
5 written papers.
OMFG.
die la. as long as i pass,im more than happy.
:)

-and yes, i miss you makcik. :(
awwwwwwww.
haha. ;)

gee gee gee gee baby.

2009-10-08T21:49:00.005+08:00

BOOO!
long time nvr update sia...damn lazy.
SERIOUSLY.
im gna tell jz the summary of everything.hahaha.

kk lets start from last week.
had M.A.D camp from fri-sun.
the camp was not as bad as i thought it would be.
the facils rock my socks.serious.hahaa
but DTRM camp appears to be better than M.A.D camp.
WOOOOO!!!
and the we made our own SPSB Boys Generation (taken from the original SNSD Girls Generation)
and we danced to Gee.
practiced thru the night til lack of slp sia!
then end up perform on sun noon.
MEANS I CANT PERFORM.
cz i gtg msia dat morning at 6am.
damn shagged i tell u.totally shiat.
our vid is up on FB. :) if u wanna watch dat is.ahhaha.
dowan also nvm. :)

then off to msia.
not much to say abt it.
family matters.
but its kinda nice i must say.
and i got 2 eyecandies over there!HUHU.
i didnt notice them the last time.well,i did notice one of them.
then recently i found another.both are sisters!coool!
they are my dad's cousin's daughters.idk what relation is that to me.
i dont care anyway.i know they're super sweet. ;)
hope to see them someday in spore.heh.

then ytd,
raya outing with my colleagues!
its the 1st time i had raya in a car with all my friends.
its quite fun, with all the craps that we had.
and idk why,
ALL OF THEM HAD CATS IN THEIR HOUSES!
cute to the impak maxima siol~~~

kk dats it! lazy to blog lah~~~

here's SNSD Girl Generation - Gee.

and now im the one gaga over Soo Young. last time was riyandi,now its me.HAHA.
SOO YOUNG!
in the vid,she's the 2nd from the left in the 1st few seconds of the vid, wearing pink suit and white tshirt.DAMN CHIO!

and here's the MV.

okok.i shud stop.ahahahhaha!

chao~~

-i miss you, honestly.
do u know?or do you not?

could tell a love.

2009-09-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

well here go
my big plans
to build up this fortress into the clouds

its made up
of my love
and my heart and my blood
we'll make it out

-could tell a love, bless the fall.

webs

2009-09-25T18:00:00.005+08:00

im getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.
hahaha.
and makcik is out with her fellow makciks and pakciks.HAHA!
later they kill me.
hahaha.

oh well.
idk why,
this year raya is not happening for me.
i feel tired most of the times.
i slp late at night..and i wake up close to mid afternoon.
my sleeping times are all distorted.

oh here are pics from my DISASTER nightwalk DTRM camp.hahah.

and here's some raya pics!

well dats all for now i guess.

honestly,i regret.

cheat-bite buka raya!

2009-09-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

i was actually waiting for pics from camp.
then update.
but i guess i can post pics later. :)

camp was not as bad as i thought it would be.
my group name was brainiac.omg.
so gay.im under the villain cluster.
other villain groups has names such as venom,pyro and dominus.
so fierce.mine like =.="
HAHA! but its okay. my group rocks! :D

1st day was alrite. normal icebreaking games.

2nd day...omg.
the amazing race.i can die while waiting for groups to come at my station.
even a passerby thought i was on drugs.wth.
and during the night.
NIGHTWALK!
it sucked.really.
cause the campers were so afraid that the "scarers" were told to go back to their bunk.WTF.
i made 4 people cry.
lame! -.-

3rd day..BEST.
the clean dirty race.
and the gala night.
im sooo embarrassed for the gala night.
if you watched my facebook, you will know wat i mean.
and my group won the best cheer!
HAHAHA! woooohooo go brainiacs!

its soo freaking tiring sia the camp.and im soo damn shagged after the camp.

next day, iftar with my workmates.
yeah its fun i must say.
taufiq the carebear is full of crap.HAHA
im sooo lazy to post pics.seriously.
go my facebook and see.LOL

and..
TOMORROW RAYA!
nono.now is alrd raya!
wooohhoooo!!!!

slamat hari raya to my muslim friends yo! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!

back

2009-09-17T01:16:00.001+08:00

okay.
i just came back home from camp abt an hour ago.
and im god damn shagged.
update abt it soon.

chao~

16chefs, not 18. :)

2009-09-10T00:42:00.006+08:00

well.
another awesome day passed.
break fast with THEM.
with these bunch of people, they just add colours to my life.

went to 18chefs restaurant at tiong bahru plaza.
the food was nice.
the service was excellent. like really. :)
thumbs up!
but the price i think its just SLIGHTLY over.
but i dun mind,
for good food! :)

and we celebrated fidi's birthday.
before that,
she had a pregnancy re-enactment.
i think she has some girl problems or smth.
but its quite funny and scary.HAHA.
idk how funny can get mixed with scary,
but its true!
and azreen and my sis was her doctor.
azreen was being the good doctor.
while my sister..OMG.
wrong doctor.LOL!
cause instead of making things better,she make it worst.LOL!
but its funny.hahahahahah!

and ayunni,
maybe next time? ;)
STOP SLEEPING SWINEY!
haha. :)

- that grey eyes. loved.

thanks guys and girls.

awesome time.as always. :)

i love you,beth cooper.

2009-09-04T15:06:00.002+08:00

well well well.
went out with the guys to watch a movie.
original plan was to follow din to buy a shirt.
and guess wat.
in the end he didnt.

CAUSE SOMEBOOOOOOOODY WAS SUPER LATE AS USUAL.
dont need to mention who la eh.hahaha.

we buka late.ALSO THANKS TO THE SAME PERSON.
want act smart.hahahaha!

buka at Sakura Thai Chinese restaurant or smth at far east.
the food was awesome i must say. :)
but the root beer float so pathetic.HAHA!

then off to catch a movie.
I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER!

dats not the title.
i really love beth cooper.
hahahaa.
omg she's sooooo preettayyyeeee!
now i got a celebrity to go gaga over.
the movie was freaking lame-ishly hilarious!
HAHAHA!

while din is gaga over lisa surihani,
while yan is gaga over soo young,
while yusof is gaga over tiffany,
im gaga over HAYDEN PANETTIERE!

so cute!

hahahaha!

and oh,
SUPERGIRL WHERE ARE YOU?!
always call me at the wrong times.LOL!
faster meet up can anot?
we're getting older each day u know.
before u know it, we got wrinkles all over alrd!
then u woont be cute alrd.WAKAKKA!

and here's the vid to commemorate you.
chey mcm dah "gone" gitu eh.HEHE.
the FBODZ whiney dance featuring Hasmidah! =D

macbook.

2009-09-02T13:15:00.002+08:00

okay.
ayunni just made me jealous.HONESTLY!
humph.
she got her NEW laptop.
and its a MACBOOK PRO!
wth!
hahahaha.
i've always wanted one. :(
and she has it.
TSK!
why out of all people, SHE must have it?
hahahahah!
ayunni!
watch out!

later i get my own mbp.
just you wait.
you wait till white hair.
HAHAHA!

grrrr.
omg...
macbook pro..

anyone got spare?
trade with my laptop?
HAHA.

final destination

2009-09-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

WOOOO!!
finally exams are over.
time to hoooray nak mampos kampos nyer.
hahahaha.
enjoy now,
later results, im the one crying.
LOL.
nvm.later can cry about it.

well.
spent the whole day today out with the class.
started off at Plaza Sing.
watched final destination.

quite disappointing.
instead of disgusting, i find the movie funny.
SERIOUSLY.
and it ended in like..1hr 15mins.
wth. so fast end.
ratings..i give a 4/10.
maybe 5.
hahaha.

then off to lan shop.
HAHA!
dota lah. wat else.
then pool.
and mei tong was so funny with his luck.
HAHA!

finally,slacked at ion orchard.
and lydia went super high for no reason at Cafe Coffee.haha
before dat, went to apply for job.
pls tell me they need people.
cause im sick of fnb.LOL

awesome class i have.
awesome friends i have.

again, what more can i ask for? ;)

baybeats

2009-08-29T15:50:00.004+08:00

baybeats 09.
1st day.

AWESOME!

serious shitsxzxszxzsxz manzxszxzsxzscxzsxs!!!!

went there with fiqo,sofia,yandol,mandol and cousin dan and the tempeh lady ayunni.
the time there was WOW.

Barricade made the opening performance at Powerhouse.

and i tell you. they brought the house down!
the 1st song, secrets.its damn nice. :)
and i take my hats off to rico, the vocalist.
his voice was super amazing that i seriously get goosebumps.
the "tarik"...walaoeh. power sia.
he should join spore idol or something.

then came exdee at the arena.
their faces seriously like super geeks.
but their stage presense deserves a round of applause.
awesome stage presence!

then was the australian band Calerway.

2 thumbs up!
if we were to stand a lil bit to the center, we could have gotten their cd that they throw.
LOL
check them out at www.myspace.com/calerway

but the hightlight of the night.
none other than,
ESTRANGED.

honestly speaking, they had the most crowd in my opinion.
mixture of malay and english songs.
their malay songs are damn damn nice.
itu kamu,aurora,yang pernah.
their english songs are like TOTALLY OPPOSITE.
i mean,its quite heavy.
and the crowd mosh like mad cows and swines.
instead of seeing crowdsurfs,
im more attracted to flying shoes,flying watches and flying shirts that shoot out from the mosh pit.HAHA!

and now i see why azreen is so in love with their drummer, azwin andy.
the way he played is damn damn good.
take my hat off to azwin too. :)

the chillout stage was kinda of a bore.
seriously.
not my kind of music.
HAHA.

overall,
it was a hell of a night!

and afiq was so busy moshing in the train otw home. -.-
way to go.hahahahah!

and yesterday..ESTRANGED NEVER GO TERAWIH!!
orhorr....
but we didnt too.HAHA!
kay lame.haha.

like wat afiq said,
"go to terawih,u'll lose ur slippers.go to baybeats, u'll lose ur shoes."
HAHA.
nice one. :)

anyways.CHAO!

UP-KURA!

2009-08-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

well well well.
what a day~

hang out with yusof and my sister to town.
and they shop like crazy.
LOL~
get pay already..... =.="
next month its my turn.huhuhuhuhuhu.

and so we went to watch the movie UP 3D.
okay.
it was not as good as i thought it would be.
the story was not bad,
just that the 3D was not that diffrent from the normal movie.LOL
but its okay.

and after,
off to sakura.
eat like mad siol~~~~
3 people.
but its as if 6 people are eating the food on our table.
among the tables around us,
we were the most messiest.
HAHA!
and we got 8 cups on our tables =.="
sorry waiters!HAHA!

then off to ION orchard,
when my sister went into the guys toilet.
nothing much there though.
all those expensive stuffs doesnt interest me at all.

oh well~

what more can i ask for?
with these people around me,
i dont need much to be happy.
it may just be the 3 of us,
or more in the future,
but when time is well spent with all of them,
how i wish time could just stop. =)

life's good lately.
even though schoool sucks,
the fun/stressing times playing dota,
the wacky times with my friends,
and shooting ayunni on my tagbooard and facebook, (hey you should be honoured this time round!heh!)
they make my world go round. :)

what more can i ask for? :)

wine red

2009-08-19T18:23:00.004+08:00

boooo!
okay my blog is getting dead.
only my tagboard is full of tempehs.(guess who?)
WAKAKAKAKKA!
sorry yunni.hehe. :D
just had to say it.hahahaha
bullying you is soo much fun!honestly.LOL

well, my exams is next tuesday and next next tuesday.
how sucky =.="
and i haven prepared anything for it.

and today was wine lesson.
god i wanted so much to taste the wines!!!
but in the end, i didnt.
I SWEAR I DIDNT TASTE. :):):)

and there's so many movies to watch,
so many things to buy,
but!!
i have not much money left.
aiseh petom!

oh well~~~~~~
im bored!!!
daaaaa~~~~~~~

and talking about wines,
here's something that came to mind.

Wine Red - The Hush Sound

the song during the secondary school days. ;)
enjoy!

finally

2009-08-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

im killing my brain for the past two weeks.
tmr is my last. FINALLY!
please. i cant wait.

-should i?

anywhere but here

2009-08-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

Tonight is the one thing left
And I haven't said it yet, I'm falling
And the writings on the wall

Today was misery
And I just can't believe this happened
And I finally broke down
She held onto my heart
But now my only star is falling
Its burning to the ground

Now I'm crying out

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

You're all I've got right now
No one else figures out this feeling
And how lonely it can get
These words can cut right through
Cause all along I've knew you're sorry
But you haven't said it yet

But now I won't forget

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

When we're together
Thoughts of her disapear
If I fell to pieces
You'd heal this pain I feel

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

- Mayday Parade

SUN-day

2009-08-02T22:59:00.006+08:00

today started off pretty sunny!
went to take photographs with the cousin,danial.
the sun is like baking me.
went from benjamin shears bridge,
to fullerton hotel,
to dhoby ghaut.
and back to suntec.
had fun with him.
and i had a deep cut at the ankle bone.
thanks to the rock. -.-"
wrong landing.
haha.
well, here's the final edit of the pic that i chose for my project.
cool?heh.
then back to suntec city.
went to watch "jangan pandang blakang congkak"
quite funny i must say.
but the ending is kinda sucky?

and yesterday was well spent with yusof,riyandi and my sister.
went to watch harry potter.
this time its kinda disappointing.
really.cause its not as nice as i expected.
nevertheless, im in love with hermoine granger and ginny weasley.
not forgetting cho chang.
omg.
hahahaha.

Emma Watson - Hermoine

Bonnie Wright - Ginny

Katie Leung - Cho Chang

ahhhhhh...they're sooo beautiful.
*melts*
SECTUM SEMPRA!
STUPIFY!
AVADA KADABRA!

chey mcm paham.hahahahah!

anyhooos.chao!

beat it

2009-07-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

i miss you
but the thought of it kills me.
slowly.
im seriously going insane.

&

im dead beat.

projects.
starting sch early.
ending sch late.

and im getting sick.
like really.

F lah.

this isnt just goodbye.
this is i cant stand you.
>No it isnt - Plus 44

and this is sooo coool. (i mean the shoe+pants concept thingy)

so long.im dead.

no it isnt

2009-07-22T23:07:00.001+08:00

the song that i was ONCE addicted to. enjoy! :)

Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

bandage

2009-07-19T12:12:00.003+08:00

and so Bandage 09 happened.
and..
ESR ROCKED THE SHIT MAN.
they turned shit into chocolates.
HAHA.
i hope.heh. :)

we didnt win.
but its okay.
winning its not everything.
its not just about winning.

im glad it was a great experience to play alongside awesome bands such as Scandals.
they are my fave personally.like really.
looking at them performing that night, it was no surprise that they were the battle of the bands champion last year. hats off to you bros. :)

thanks loads to those who come down to support us!
really! pppl shouting my name just erased all the tensions i had earlier on.
thanks to ash for the photos!thanks to riyandi's frens for the videos!thanks to my classmates who came down after lesson!thanks afiq,ctq,huda,nlina and my lovely sister for coming down.ahahahhaa! :)

im sorry if i made some mistakes in the 2nd song.
its cause i really cant hear myself playing.
CAUSE OF THE BLOODY MONITOR INFRONT OF ME!
but its okay.hahahah

i think we did a great job. :)

congrats ESR!hahahahha! wooO!

here's the vid.

check out riyandi's blog for pics.im soo lazy to post.heh

this part.

2009-07-16T00:26:00.001+08:00

i hate this part right here.
when you see the magnets repelling,
suddenly,
one twists around.
and both are attracting.

seriously.
i hate this part right here.

hey to the wire bozooohz.

EFF.

bs

2009-07-06T19:09:00.003+08:00

i didnt mean to for this to go
as far as it did.
i didnt mean to get so close
and share what we did.
and i didnt mean to fall in love
but i did.

- A lonely september, The Plain White T's

and trying to ollie with no shoes on is very dumb AFTER i tried it.
OUCH.

and hasmie's blog is always full of meaning.
check it out if you got time. :)

i just loveee her blog.haha.
u rock! :D

and dont let go just yet ya.
you'll never know what he is up to.
LOOK ON THE BRIGHTSIDE SUPERGIRL. :)

watever

2009-07-06T00:55:00.001+08:00

thats it.
i give up.
honestly.

bye.

i cant decide

2009-06-26T02:52:00.002+08:00

All out of luck
All out of time
Who would've thought I'd lose my mind?

No I can't decide
I can't decide

Who told you told you leave me all alone
Leave me in the dark, leave me in the cold
Who told you to leave before I could show
You half of the man you wanted to know

But I had to face your last goodbye
But I had to face your last goodbye
The look on my face, my bloodshot eyes
So who won the war?
Deep down inside
I can't decide

over and over again,
after all that we've been through,
im the one who's always by you.
why?

GIG

2009-06-21T22:58:00.007+08:00

VA VA VOOOMMMM!!!!

back from the gig!

1st of all.i would like to thank ALL the people who came to support us!
hasmidah,ajit,nurlina,izza,wawa,yeechuan,crosby and ur fren,FIDY's 15 friends..fadzly,
and most importantly...thanks famiglia...asyraf for the photos..and VFTA and LP!

hahaha.seriously..a big thanks to you guys for the support! :)

the gig turned out quite okay!
not as bad as i tot it would be.
cause i was freaking nervous!
not even 15 secs to the 1st song and my pick flew like butterfly.
HAHA.
good thing i had placed some spares on the amp.
and yeah.for the 1st gig,they guys did great.
as for me,i made some mistakes here and there.
AND THE ENCORE..NIGHTMARE FOR ME!!
HAHAHA!!
the crowd wanted an encore.
and we hadnt had any song.so we just wack.
and i had to sing.and...i think my voice broke close to 10 times!
and azreen had a great time laughing.HAHA.
thanks eh babe.LOL

then off we went to see deputy siren for their EP lauch at the esplanade
man they are awesome.
seriously.i swear.
they just got themselves a new fan.hahaha ;)

anyways..here's pics! :D
enjoy!

and i really hope to perform gigs with Voices From The Attic and Lost Perfection.
seriously.they rock my socks.hahaha ;)

and danish!the guy from melbourne!thanks to you too!.hope we made a good impression.lol!

dats all!.CHAO!

best.

2009-06-13T01:55:00.002+08:00

what more can you ask for?
when your classmates did something for your birthday?
that you totally didnt expect?

a day at fish and co.

from meeting me an hour late.
from telling me it was another person's birthday
from getting me a balloon shaped into a sword (too bad it burst!)
from making me fall off my chair
from making me stand on the chair
from giving me a firework on stick (bunga api.sry,i dk how to say it in english)
and making the WHOLE restaurant singing you a birthday song.
and what beats the cake that my classmates BAKED THEMSELVES early in the morning.
that explains why they were late.
and finally,the treat to fish and co.
awwww.DTRM 07. you're the best.seriously.
its the 1st time ever that my friends celebrated my birthday.
and honestly,it was a blast.
the cake made my legs turn into jelly.
and my hands were shaking.
i dont know why.
but thank you.
you guys are awesome!

thanks for the best birthday.ever.
period. <3

there for tomorrow

2009-06-08T11:10:00.003+08:00

boom!

the gig last saturday was great!

a job well done to 'voices from the attic' and 'lost perfection'.

LP was amazing i tell you. plus one another band with the cool hair.i didnt catch their band name.
but the last two bands were the bomb.hahaha.

it was fun going it with all the best people around you.
yusof,afiq,riyandi,rusydin,iman,azreen and ain. plus nafisah came in too. :)

when these peeps are around, you wont expect things to turn out the way u expected.
cause 1stly, they had an arm wrestle in the middle of the gig -.-
and 2ndly, afiq LOST to AIN. you go girl! haha
and 3rdly, afiq again,was jumping like a mad swine when the rest are just standing -.-
and 4thly, azreen tried jumping when she taught i wasnt looking. and god it makes no difference jumping or not.LOL! sorry azreen.hahahaha!
and lastly, yusof and riyandi were jumping by themselves at the back idk for what reasons.

time is always awesome when they're around.
thank you guys. :)

and thanks to afiq and yusof,
now im hooked to the band 'There For Tomorrow"
check out my playlist on the left. :)

enjoy!

dota

2009-06-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

dota.
that's what my class is into right now.
and believe it or not,
im part of it.
haha.

i used to hate dota.
cause i find it irritating.

but i have to admit.
its fun.
cause its challenging.

especially for a noob like me.
but its okay.
im improving.heh.

ok thats all.
DOTA!.hahahhaha!

nights!

supergirl ;)

2009-06-01T00:05:00.005+08:00

this post is a special one.
going out to the one and only.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SUPERGIRL!(look at how happy she is.LOL!!!)

Hasmidah Binte Abdul Hamid.

wow. someone just turned 19 already.
haha.

hey supergirl, enjoy ur birthday while it last.
cause after that, u'll have to wait another 365 days for it.
live your life to the fullest yeah.
be happy and cheerios.
no matter how hard schoool may be,
it'll end in just a sec. :)

i may know you for just barely a year,
but.
thanks for all the fun and wacky times chatting at night.
thanks for ALWAYS making me smile to myself whenever we chat.
you know how to make my night.
and i want you to know,
that u'll always be one of those special friends of mine. :)

hope to have a funny chat with you again.
maybe webcam again.HAHA.
meet up sooon, friend! :D

its been 7 months since i last saw u.tsk.

p/s. stop eating alrd.ur getting chubbier! HAHA :P

skate.

2009-05-30T13:47:00.002+08:00

kuda kepang sucks.
honestly.
i fucking hate kuda kepang to the max.
cause they disrupt my sleep.
wth.

and didnt you know?
MOMs are the best remedies.
they're the best thing in the world.
thanks mom. :D

skate your life.
cause the night is still young.

upside down

2009-05-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

going crazy. seriously.

fuck.

period.

image

2009-05-28T00:02:00.005+08:00

man i suck in photography.
i gt an assignment to be handed up this bloody friday.
and a write up of 200 words.
what the feck.

seriously,
i feel so fucked up.

dont ask me why.
cause i wont tell.

anyways, before i headed to work,
i took pics for my assignment with some help from yusof.
thanks bro.haha.

here's some.
it's not WOW..but i think at least i pass?haha.
enjoy.

chao.

good day!

2009-05-25T11:15:00.002+08:00

its time.

had a long good chat with beloved mom.

and its hell of a good chat.

she made me realise something huge.

something that only i know that you don't have to know.

thanks mom for that.

you're the best. :)

my mind is made up.

and yes, you're right.

its best things go this way.

and for once, im happy with my decision.

whatever is going to happen from now,

i don't know.

but i'll take things easy.

im going to live life to the fullest and stay happy,

the crazy, retarded, real me.

the real iraimi.

the one that was once lost in your eyes.

i hope you're happy with it.

make full use of ur time for happiness.

cause i'll be standing here, smiling away.

I'm freaking out about what's ahead

Maybe I'll just stay in bed

Cause it's no fun to be the one

Going out of my head

So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find

If you give it up you'll lose your mind

There's always something in your way

But what can you say

You're gonna have a good day

- Good Day, The Click Five

Im gonna have a good day! :D

2009-05-24T20:48:00.001+08:00

shooting stars made my night.

god i miss those stars. :(

we'll see.

2009-05-24T10:35:00.004+08:00

what a GREAT post i get after coming back from batam.
GREAT, isnt it?

shoot me down with whatever you've got.
cause i'll still stand strong.

sorry seems to be the hardest word,
but im sorry.
each star in the night sky gives me a reason not to let go.
the day when the sun turns cold,
thats when you know i've let go.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
– H.D. Thoreau

p/s thanks fauzianna. i owe you one. ;)

why??

2009-05-17T23:47:00.003+08:00

one by one,
one after another.
they made it into your tracklist.
from tracklist,
they made it into your playlist favourites.
no matter how bitter they sound in the end,
you still keep it in your playlist.
but that one song, which was dedicated to you all along.
it wasnt even in your playlist neither tracklist.
never even played.
when the one song has longed for its existence.
but the one song believed.
that one day, it'll make it into your playlist.
one day.
just one.
you'll see.

anybody here gets my drift?
its okay if you don't get it.
cause only i know.
but its okay.
when bird shit fall on your face,
take a look at the sky.
cause that's when you thank god that elephants don't fly.

and now you wished that you meant something to somebody else
when im the one that should meant something to you.
but still you wished that you meant something to somebody else.

you know, i'll wait forever.
yes, i would wait.

love, tell me why?

anyhoos.

im off to batam for a week!
update when i get back.

chao!

too not over you.

2009-05-15T09:22:00.002+08:00

aren't memories suppose to fade?
what's wrong with my heart?
shake it off,let it go.
didn't think it'd be this hard.

should be strong, moving on but i see you
sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside
and i turn around, you're with him now.
i just can't figure it out.

tell me why you're so hard to forget
don't remind me, im not over it.
tell me why i cant seem to face the truth
im just a little too not over you.

=/

wats wrong?

2009-05-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

one moment, we were happy.
SNAP.
its gone.

why?
what went wrong?
was it my mistake?
what did i do wrong?

things change within minutes.
its like a swan flying in the sky, but gets shot down in the end.

really, what did i do wrong?

honestly,tell me.

night cycling

2009-05-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

lethargic.
shagged.
or watever u call it.
freaking tired.
my legs were going to come off.
as if they need to be nailed at the knee joints.
and my ass was as if its going to tear.
i mean literally tear.

the night cycling from ecp to changi was awesome.
even though there were only 9 of us, it was great.
2 hours trip to changi, and 2 hours back.
its fun when ur otw to changi.its as if u have a motive,which is to reach there.
but the thought of cycling BACK to ecp, god its hell.
HAHA.
freakking tiring.

my body aches like mad right now.
im walking as if i own fake legs.
my ass hurts.
my arms are all cramp.

and i skipped school for that.
hahahahaha.

gooodnight!

tooodles

2009-05-11T17:21:00.002+08:00

mother's day just passed.
i wished 2 mum.heh ;)
both cried. LOL.

i didnt get much for my mum as i was out of cash.
so i just bought a slice of cake frm my workplace and wrote "we love you mama"
i shared with my sis at the very last min.
cz she nvr buy anyth. tsktsktsk.hahaha.

as for the other mum, heh. only i know. ;)

pics will be up sooon i guesss.

i've gt night cycling in 2 hrs time, and coming back tmr. and class start at 1pm tmr.
HOW GREAT!.
i can bet most of us wont turn up or even if we did,all will be sleeping.haha.

alritey then. till here.
update sooon.

chao!

esr

2009-05-07T00:04:00.013+08:00

another great jamming time!

"be with you" is done. yessah!

awesome job.

now working on "snow queen" and "reality nightmare".

hope its good.haha.

then we went photoshooting.it was quite tiring cz it was HOT!

its at night..bt no wind lar.duh.haha.

here's pics. :)

CREDITS TO ASH AND AIN FOR THE PICS! WEEEE =DDD

wats the point?

2009-05-06T15:11:00.004+08:00

being up there doesnt mean anything, does it?
being up there doesnt mean he's that great, does it?
being up there doesnt mean he's happy, does it?

im not up there.
im not great.
but im HAPPY.
i may be down here playing with the dirts.
i may not be as high as them.
i may not as of similar status as them.
in terms of looks,personality,character,attitude,charisma.
im nothing.
but that doesnt bother me.
not anymore.
i used to think alot about it.
i used to get pushed away by it.
i used to feel lousy about it.
but whats the point of me thinking?
it doesnt mean anything.
it doesnt even change anything.
even if i change myself and go up there,
things wont change between us.
i know.
but its okay.
im happy.
cause i got you around me all the time.

thanks sweetheart.

love,i love. <3

its just something that kept me pondering when you said he=heaven.

well, its okay. im not bothered by it. ;)

why should i anyway, right?

enjoy your day.

im out. =)

freak!

2009-05-02T00:34:00.003+08:00

another day out with my peeps.
afiq planned to go watch movie.
and off we go to cineleisure.

"jangan tegur" was the overall decision on which movie to watch.
and i swear i regret going. coz i made a fool out of myself in that cinema hall =.="
the story is about this girl, who's late granny passed down all her wealth to her.
and the aunt is jealous coz she took care of the granny,bt she get nothing at all.
so the aunt went to the bomoh and ask a supernatural to posess the girl.and the girl was killed by the aunt.the girl then finds this lady to help her find her body.the girl is in the form of ghost.and dats the freakishly scary part.you should see the movie.then u'll get wat i mean.

kkay back to the MAIN point. i was sitting in between azreen and iman.
AND I REGRET SITTING NEXT TO THAT IMAN. seriously.
at 1st,i wasnt scared at all.UNTIL IMAN SCREAM LIKE A BLOOODY IDIOT!
and i screamed along =.="
but wait, im not the only guy who got freaked out by him.
even yusof screamed along.and afiq was using a cloth to cover his face.
and u know what?the thing dat i was paiseh about.
AZREEN DIDNT EVEN SCREAM.in fact,she was laughing.and was very observant abt leg hairs.=.=" azreen azreeen.tsktsk *shakes head*
anyway, the movie was quite okay.the ending was hilarious i tell you.
the ghost was like a horny busted and look like mystique from xmen.haha.

then chilling at ljs.
god its fun wenever we hang out.
coz there's sure to be lots of craps and laughter.
and afiq was possessed by the horny ghost. =.="

and the trip back home was as fun as usual.
and im always the one getting bullied.
but im used to it.haha.

anyways,here's pics!

anyways, working with dearest azreen tmr.
weeee.haha.
catch ya later!

have a good day! =D

cramps

2009-04-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

god my body's aching like mad.

been gyming recently and gosh.

i swear im getting weaker. lol.

must start training again man.

i dun care.lol.

i have a mission. huhuhuhu.

ouch my chest hurts.

my arms hurt.

my back hurts.

and i was so tired in school cause of this.

and i slept almost in every lesson.

and oh, here's a design i made for a camp shirt.

have a look. :D

enjoy!

chao.

beautifully fun

2009-04-27T00:29:00.002+08:00

east coast park.

that always has been the spot to hang out for my family.

an outing with the cousins has always been fun.

the games.the throwing of grapes at one another.the forfeits.

the crappy lame shits.

guess wat?i tried learning to roller blade, and a few words to it.

ITS FREAKING HARD!

i knw how to skateboard,bt i dunno how to roller blade.lol.

at 1st it seemed easy (CAUSE I WAS ON THE GRASS =.=)

bt once i reached concrete.there i go.legs split.haha.

and i almost fell on a rubbish dump. what a day. but fun.

and oh, i met miss beautiful on the way to meet my mum and sis.

god she's a beauty. awesomely gorgeous.

girl you make me weak.

you make me feel out of place cause you're so wow.

and that beautiful sweet smile.

priceless, baby. <3

v id

2009-04-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

check out the vid of my fave song :D

its very meaningful if u read the lyrics and see the video.

trust me.its nice! :)

even the ppl who are into hiphop, went to search for the lyrics. right idah? ;)

anws.enjoy!

escape the fate - something.

broken

2009-04-20T20:53:00.004+08:00

i don't want to.
but i have to.
cause im the one that should meant something.
but still you wish that you meant something to somebody else.

not loving you is harder than you know.
if you dont want me, i guess i'll have to go.
if you want me back, all you have to do,
is ask.

it ends tonight.

something.

2009-04-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder
why im still waiting
sometimes im shaking
thats how you make me
sometimes i question
why im still here
sometimes i think im going crazy

you know i would wait forever
yes, i would wait

and now you wish that you meant something
and now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
and now you wish that you met someone
and now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
and im the one that should mean something
but still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
something to somebody else.

escape the fate - something

compose!

2009-04-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

heyo! sry if nvr been updating.
LAZY SIA. nth much has been happening lately.

esr came to my hse the other day. and wow.
i salute yan for his guitar riffs. :)
within 2 hours,the guitar riffs are confirmed. and the vocals for the chorus.
BUT...
i dowanna mention who...HE FORGET TO RECORD THE VOCALS..
and in the end.....yeah..
we forgot the tune =.="
HAHA.
bt nvm.we'll figure it out again. :D

so now "be with you","snow queen","reality nightmare" is confirmed.
"samidare" is yet to be filled with riffs. and "steff",erm...hahahaha.dun ask abt it.LOL!

and work is kinda just okay for me lately.
not too fun,bt not too sucky either. :)

anyways, chao!

be with you.

2009-04-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

and so, be with you is up.
left with sync timing and some practice..and everyth will sound awesome.
im sure of dat. ;)
snow queeen has yet to be sent to fidi.
and steff..hrmm..i wonder when it will finish.LOL!

jamming with the band has always been fun.
afiq was seriously full of crap today.
and being a toyol out of prison hiding behind the drumset with that botak hairdo.
hahaha.

after jam, off we go to vivo to meet huda.
azreen and fidi went their own way to city hall i guess.or far east.either way.haha.
well back to vivo.
afiq and huda went to pastamania,while esr went to long john.
and i tell you..the time with them was like one of the crappiest yet annoying but fun time.
HAHA! with din's devil doll..and playing with it as though its real.
and wen we met again with afiq and huda, we played the scissors paper stone..and the loser must have his hands slapped thingy.hahaha.frm hands..to ears..to arms...hahahaha.super funny.
and otw to afiq's hse..we played the staring game..AFIQ ALWAYS END UP CRYING!WTF.
hahahahha.

at afiq's...well..guess wat?
DIN GOT FARTED RIGHT IN THE FACE!
HAHAHAHAHHA!
poor thing. dats the worst thing dat can happen to a person u know.lol

& i was hoping that i could spend more time with you today.
but its okay. :)

rye. out.

change blogskin again =.=

2009-04-05T21:38:00.001+08:00

kay fine.i changed my blogskin again. cz many ppl say they cant read lar..too squeezy lar..too small la. =.=

so i changed. and i wont change it again.

thanks supergirl for the help. ;)
i owe u one.lol. :)

my sweeeet princess. <3

2009-04-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

Beautiful, you know you leave me breathless
When you fall into my eyes.
My heart belongs to you my angel.
There is just no reason for you
To let life bring you down.
Please come with me and let me show you.

I know that at times it may be hard
To let go of yourself.
Babygirl, tonight leave your cares behind
Because it's time to celebrate.
All night long I'll sing and dance with you,
My sweet princess,
Only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me,
I will sweep you off of your feet.
All night long I will sing and dance with you.

Every time I look at you I can't believe
How magical you are.
The stars belong to you my angel.
Run away with me into a world,
Where time seems to not exist
The smile on my face will show you.

I know that at times it may be hard
To let go of yourself.
Babygirl, tonight leave your cares behind
Because it's time to celebrate.
All night long I will sing and dance with you,
My sweet princess,
Only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me,
I will sweep you off of your feet.
This night will only end when we stop dancing.

My sweet princess,
I will sing and dance with you all night long.
The stars, they belong to you my angel.

All night long I'll sing and dance with you.
My sweet princess,
Only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me,
I will sweep you off your feet.
This night will only end when we stop.

Alesana - The Night Parties In The Underground Palace.

fools.

2009-04-02T00:16:00.006+08:00

april fools just passed.
and i gt punked 1st thing in the morning at 10+am.
when i was still dreaming and drooling away.
when someone punked me in the morning.
and she caught me off guard. I WAS HALF AWAKE AND FORGOTTEN ALL ABT APRIL FOOLS!
ahahaha.

well nth much happen lately.
recently went to baybeats auditions.
the bands thr are awesome...barricade,meso virs,trella,tacit aria,exdee and so on.
ESR will be like them. SOON. ;)

here's some pics of wat happen lately.lol.
enjoy.
rye, out.

and check out these shirts. i wanna get my hands on these THREADLESS Ts. damn!\

as for my genting trip, my facebook says it all.
im out!

cya arnd.

backie!!

2009-03-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

WEEE!!!!!!!!!! IM BACCK!!!!
i bet u guys miss me right..HAHAH!.kidddin.

GENTING WAS A BLAST!
went with my class there..

1st day.
we just went walking here and there..
and play the arcade.
I BROKE THE FREAKING RECORD OF SOME STUPID HIT MACHINE!!WOOOHOOO!!!

2nd day.
it was the best!
went to the outdoor and indoor themepark.
man..the SPACE SHOOTER and FLYING COASTER owns man.
the space shooter almost made my heart fly out.i swear!
i scream out "MAMA!!!" all the way sia.hahahah.damn scary..bt FUN!
and the flying coaster.its worth the 10 bucks. honestly. ;)
god knows how much i spent on the shooting game just to get a bear.
and the gold mine coaster...it would be the best IF its longer..i think its like abt..30 secs ride?haha.and we took it for like abt..8 times in all?hahahhaaha..and the euro pass coaster...damn we took it more than 10 times..BT MY CAMERA SCREEN CRACKED! cz its in my pocket during dat euro pass coaster.damn.now i cant buy my guitar.haiz.

3rd day.
went to ripleys believe it or not. its quite interesting i must say.
especially the "spinning" tunnel.lol.
and the 4D HAUNTED HOUSE. damn i jumped and shouted alot!.LOL! the walls effects are damn lame..bt the person scaring u are like..out of nowhere..bloody busteds.HAHAH!.
and movie at 1.30 am.RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN. not bad uh the movie.quite funny.THE ROCK's FACE WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!.hahahahaha.

4th day.
EAT AND GO HOME!

and i sooo miss my bed!

pics up soon!..

i gtg.

out.

sentosa :)

2009-03-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

sentosa.
once again. it was memorable.
LOL.

im lazy to update much.
cz all my other friends have updated.
go read theirs.
combine afiq's blog, fatin's blog, azreen's blog.

and u will get the whole picture. ;)

im tired.

gtg.

rye.

shop!

2009-03-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

one thing to do after getting my pay.

S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G!

went to town with dearest azreen,fidi,kak roha and NAIF!!!!!!!!

dat kid is seriously adorable.lol.as naughty and hyper as he can be...he's still adorable. i can still handle him.hahahahah.at least he's not such of a cry baby lar.hahaha.

1st off. to town! to get fidi's stuffs. and ONE person said she dowanna shop..end up she shop 1st.lol.i dowanna mention who. and i got a bag at heerens.i fgt the brand name..OPERATIONS or smth liddat and also a VZ wallet.lol.at wisma...azreen got her white shoes *AHEM AHEM*. hehe. u know,i knw,babe. ;) hahaha.

then off to raffles city! i was stuck to choose btwn jackets.and finally i chose a black jacket frm springfield.its more of a windbreaker jacket kinda thing? hahaha. bt im satisfied with it.

HEEEEEE! :D

and you, i wanna spend my time with you. ;)

love.

2009-03-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

to hold her hands.
to run with her in the rain.
to hold her tight and keep her warm.
to listen to all her stories through the night.
to cross the heavy traffic with her.
to guide and lead her through.
to feed her.
to hug her.
to just sit and stare at her.

her eyes.
her cheeks.
her lips.
her eyebrow.
her tongue.
her smile.
her laughter.
her voice.
her pout.

everything about her,
is beyond my explaination.

perfect,
is the term that i would use.
but,
nobody is perfect.

love, i love you.

truth hurts, but im immuned. I.LOVE.YOU.

success.

2009-03-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

another tale to be written in the history of famiglia.
another success surprise.
and this time,make it a double surprise. ;)

azreen got her's last year.
this time round. its afiq and riyandi ;)

and oh boy. the surprise was quite good i must say.
from lieing to yan about going to movies, and blindfolding afiq for a photoshoot.
kudos to the organiser. ;)

it was the day when flour started flying and eggs+planta or watesoever shit keeps falling on your head.
it was the day when cakes and chocolate creams become tatoos.
it was the day when tissues were the source of fire instead of firestarter.
it was the day when a "supposed-to-be mini fights" on the beach become rash.
and it was the day.when the two march babies get down and dirty.haha.

and to azreen,
sorry for the miscommunication in the beginning.
even though the plan did not run so smoothly as planned,
it turns out great.still. :))
kudos to you ;)
a job well done yeah. :))

and to other organisers...ESR and ash. :)
and for the others dat came or helped to make the plan work,
thanks alot.

i love you guys.from the bottom of my heart.
and no,im not gay. :)
sorry afiq. u know wat i mean. its just a game. haha!

hoping to have another surprise coming up!
im sooo up for it.

once again,sorry for any misunderstandings or disputes we had over planning the surprise.
we may have all dat, bt we succeeded in the end.
the surprise.
its a goood one. :))

happy birthday, Nor Afiq Bin Nor Affendi
happy birthday, Muhd Khair Riyandi Bin Muhd Tasrif
hope you guys got a great 18th. ;)

another tale to be written in the history of famiglia.

love. <3

p/s : im sooo dead for the next 3 days. working full shift when there's IT show at suntec. how stupid can i be. -______-"

esr

2009-03-11T00:33:00.005+08:00

pppooooffff! went jamming with ESR. plus the crappy duos. fidi and reen..haha.

jamming was awesome!bt damn tiiring i tell you.and its soo crappy when the 2 girls start to lose their voices.DAMN FUNNY! when their voices disappear while going high pitch.hahaha. i gt the vid,bt i wont upload it here.im a good guy. BUT I'LL UPLOAD THE PICS!!MUAHAHA!later on.haha.

then went to heerens to get din's beanie and my bandanna.and headed down to cineleisure BK to have dinner.hell lots of fun and laughter.as always. ;)
til arnd 7 plus, the girls went home while the guys headed to chinatown.
hasraf got his akatsuki cosplay robe...while i got my shinigami ring.hahaha!
slacked at mac till 10.then headed to jurong point and slacked again.and off homE!

screw it.

2009-03-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

im screwed. its just a point of my life whereby i feel like someone should just shoot me through the head and let my brains flow out. or shoot me through the mouth and let my throat burst out. or shoot right through the heart. for you guys who dont like emo kids,you can just exit right now. cz this post will be emo.AGAIN.sorry.

1 mistake. and my life is like a roller coaster in hell.
i feel so useless.
i feel dat im not a good friend.
just cz of dat 1 stupid big mistake.
i want to make things right again.
i want things to be like wat they were before.
dats all dat i ask for. is dat alot?
and dont you guys make mistakes too?
its not like i make mistakes and you guys are perfect.
im sure you make mistakes too.
and must i apologise to the whole world abt wat i did?
when it only concerns a handful of ppl.
1 mistake of mine, and everything changes.
my life. from a meaningful and vibrant and fun life.
to something that is meaningless..lifeless..and full of regret and hate.
it just sucks to be in my current situation now.
i cant go back time to change wat happened.
if i could,i definitely would.
bt things had alrd happen. what do u expect me to do?
i alrd did my part. i admitted im wrong. i apologised to everyone dat is concerned.
what more must i do to make things go back to how it was before?

sometimes i do feel like jumping down the building.
have a taste of wat its like to fall from a high level.

sometimes i feel like cutting my own throat.
see the blood gushing out of my throat till i close my eyes.

sometimes i feel like crying till i go blind.
never will i get to see them again.

why the hell did i make a god damn bloody mistake in the 1st place?!
FUCK IT!. seriously. IRAIMI.YOU SUCK.BIG TIME.
YOU SCREWED UP.
YOU SUCK.
PERIOD.

im back.

2009-03-06T18:52:00.008+08:00

boogies..im back! muahahahhaa.
idk where to start, bt oh well.
1st of all,i forgot to thank nlina before i went for my hols.haha.SORRY! :X
thanks for coming down so early to hear me out when you DONT have work. :X
i tot you had work..haha..paiseh. bt still,thanks alot. for the starbucks breakfast.HAHA!
and u got my game in return.dont spoil my UMD pleaseeeee.haha :)

now start to the hols. hols was quite fun i must say. its the last trip back to my kampong as my granny wanted to sell it off alrd. :(
bt nvm. anyhoos, nvr really went shopping (FOR ME)..and nvr really went much places.bt..1 place truly amazed me. which is the CRYSTAL MOSQUE. 1 word to describe it. WOW.
absolutely the nicest mosque i've ever ever ever ever ever seeeeeeen! it may not be big, bt its super duper nice. and at night,they have these spotlights that can change colour here and there.idk hw else to describe it. HAHHAA.
and may i ask?isit the beetle season now or wat?
cz for my long 5 days, i keep seeing beetles everywhere! seriously.
its not the tiny beetles u see at home. its like..super huge! u can say..the size of my index finger. I SWEAR! hahaha. and the mosquitos there...wth. they are like..the grand ancestors of the mosquitos with have in singapore.super huge too! when i swat them,there's like a lump of blood on my hands.eeeew. hahaha. and idk for wat reasons,red dots are appearing on my arms. idk wat im allergic to.oh weell. hope it disappears soon. :D

i guess dats all for now!
i cant wait to see supergirl tmr! :D:D:D

and lastly,this post will be quite pic-heavy. okok..pic-medium heavy.haha. enjoy!

at my granny's house otw home.

SEE THE CRYSTAL MOSQUE! DAMN NICE!!

haha.nonsense duo.LOL

dats all for now!

please. im sorry.

a sorry whirlwind.

2009-03-01T23:44:00.004+08:00

hey. life hasnt been too good for me recently.even now.
amazing isnt it? just 1 wrong move,and you're a goner.

my life is upside down at the moment. with bloody work, with school results, with my own mistakes, with my bestest buddy ever.

work has been such a pain in the ass. really. i dont need to say the details.
my results, i bet it will suck like hell. maybe even forwarding 2 modules.
my mistake. a huge one. which i wont say it here.
and most importantly, my bestest buddy.

i know what i did was wrong. i admit im in the wrong.
it shouldnt have happened in the 1st place.
i've regretted and i just don't know how to make it up to you.
please.just this once. it wont happen again.
promise.

mistakes are made to be learnt from.
people make mistakes.
and from mistakes is where we grow.

i learnt my mistake. and i hope you wont be angry already.
please.

you're the last person whom i want to make angry.
you know that. if you dont,now you know.

well anyhoos, im off to msia for 5 days. so i wont be around for awhile.
i'll be back to blog when i get back.
for now,i wanna use the holidays to clear everything.
im sure everything will be back to normal soon, i hope.
please.

chao.

rye.

"its a case of us being too late"

they're the best. tra-sop,mar-fiq,tom-mi. unblink 397. ;)

its over!

2009-02-28T01:20:00.003+08:00

WOOHOOO!!! my exams are over!!!
i can sooo totally slack already.can wake up and sleep late.oh freedom!!
bt im still pissed dat my guitar is screwd.

well anyhoos, after exams,me and my 3 buddies went vivo. decided to just watch cinema.and guess who bumped into me? ain and azreen. LOL. so long nvr see them.it was nice seeing them.haha.
well, went to watch Marley and Me. its such a sweeeeeet and sad movie.haha.and the best and funniest part is,one of my buddies CRIED!..as in...really sobbing! i laughed like shit man when i saw.his face is damn priceless i tell you. a girl who cries looks better than him.HAHAHHAHA!
sorry crosby.hahahaha.then after,went to slack at the rooftop area and chat till 11.then off home!
here's how crosby looked like after the movie.

hahaha.sorry crosby.i just have to put this up.HIS EYES WAS SUPER SWOLLEN!oh god crosby.ur soooo funny.LOL!!!...

and god i need to lose weight :X

chao!

upside down

2009-02-26T19:58:00.003+08:00

somehow. idk wats going on. i tried to be happy when im outside,but then again,something is really bothering me. i just dk wat it is. well im not happy.

well to YOU out there.
i hope u know who you are.
idk wat happen to you recently.
just so you know,when i say its okay,
or when i say im fine.
im actually NOT.
sometimes i mean it,
sometimes i just cant bear to tell you the truth.
so in fact,you cant see right through me.
believe it.
i wont see you for quite some time.
have fun.
cya.

well 1 more paper tmr and im free.

rye.

out.

one more

2009-02-25T19:43:00.002+08:00

oriteys! one more paper down. one more to go! AJA'! (means jiayou in korean ;) ) hahaha.
FOM was pretty alright just now. GGT on friday. it SHOULD be okay.hahaha.
i haven start revising my GGT for god's sake.hahaha. ahh nvm. tmr can study.LOL

idk why, im sooo back into korean/japanese these past few days. keep listening to Bigbang,shinhwa,abingdon boys school,L.MC etc. hahaha. its just sooo nice. lol.

while my classmates are busy studying,im listening to these things and doing other stuffs.LOL.
bt its okay.i just wanna pass and dats it. i dont really care abt marks right now.lol

and while people can alrd enjoy and have fun,i still got 1 last paper.how sad. haiz.
bt nvm. BE POSITIVE! how long can 2 days take?lol.

well...update soon again i guess.hahaha.

im out!.

rye.

chao! :)

bored

2009-02-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

chatting with supergirl was as fun as always. i just finished chatting with her.well,we both had a good laugh.laughing at each other's KENTAL sec school days.haha.i miss my thin self wen i was 16..god!..hahaha..i must work out already.lol.back to where i started. ;)

and while i was thin at 16,supergirl was abit off that.HAHAHA!.she wasnt thin.bt she's not fat either.she was...rather..erm..hahaha..i wont say it here.haha.
simply said,if i put her pic here,u guys wouldnt be able to recognise her AT ALL!
even i dk which is her.until after staring for a looong looong time.LOL. u look so silly, supergirl ;)

well anyways.i gt 2 more papers left. wed and fri.
i sooo cnt wait for the bloody exams to end. the wait is like forever killing me.time is sooo slow during exam periods.WHY?!!!.. -.-" while afiq can play soccer by tmr,im stl at home studying the hell out of my brains. tsktsktsktsktsk.

well..im outta here.

hope to see YOU,SOOON. ;)

screwd

2009-02-20T20:29:00.004+08:00

im sooo screwed. this exams suck.i mean it.
i screwed my PACC. my STATS. and i got 2 more to go.
i dont care about my GPA already.all i care about is pass that two subjects i just screwed.
even if my GPA is just 2.0,i'll be happy as long as i don't forward both that bloody year-loong module.

anyhoos,i didnt sleep well lately. and yeah,my eye is kinda swollen? and sore. its red everytime i go to school. too much porn already i guess. LOL. kiddin. seriously.haha.

and also. to update on my hair.this is how i look like. i guess the aunty didnt know whats "DONT CUT THE FRINGE AND THE SIDE. just trim the top layered,and overlap my back"
and guess wat she did? 1stly,she cut my fringe. 2ndly,she cut my side. 3rdly, she cut the back short.

and now my hair is kinda weird?some say i look weird,funny,better..and some even said my head looks bigger.HAHA.wth.well hairs will grow i guess?it better grow soon.lol.

well.dats all. hope to see supergirl tmr. I HOPE. *cross fingers*

chao.

record.

2009-02-14T14:01:00.007+08:00

booo bagetti booom booom booom.hahaha.

yesterday.early summer rain went recording their 1st song featuring nurul huda. she was joining a songwriting competition for some indonesian online mag. so she sings,and esr plays the music. its an original. ;)

the recording sounds pretty alrite to me. it was scary duriing the recording.hahaha.
bt i think we did a good job.everything donee within a week. :) hope we made through to the finals.heh.

here's pics. enjoy.

the best.

2009-02-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

guess wat?

my fave band of all times. Blink 182.
they are BACK!

YESSSS MANNNN!!!!!

because of them,i am what i am now. a rockstar.
they made me love rock music.
from the 1st song i heard from them (all the small things)
till now.their songs rule big time.

travis barker. -drums.

mark hoppus. - bass.

tom delonge. - guitar, vox.

combine these three dudes together.
and you'll hear one of the best tunes that you will ever hear. =)

tom. he was my inspiration when i was young. his guitar riffs,although it seems simple (compared to metal songs), it turns out to sound amazing. and his unique voice. and...his hair! i mean last time.now his hair suck.haha.

i hope they sound better than ever.

and there you have it. my favourite band. always.

BLINK 182.

its time!

2009-02-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

boooyeah! its time i update and remove the spiderwebs in my blog.lol
i nvr update cz i haven get the pics yet.bt wtheck. i have to update siince i gt the time now.

lets start off with last sunday.i mean last last sunday. :X
eve of chinese new year. spent the day with my family and cousins and uncles and aunties.muahahaha.had lots of fun!frm cracking stupid jokes to playing extremely wacky games with idiotic forfeits. and the making of our own mini campfire which is supposed to be illegal.
its damn fun,bt tiring as well. and i tell u,east coast park was like a refugee camp.i swear.bt its more of like a happy refugee camp?hahahaha.

then came thursday.
me,afiq,yusof,riyandi,asyraff. we helped azreen out with her project.we were suppose to act in the scene of fat people obesessed with gettin thin.so we do all kinds of stupid things..like minimising the amount of food,frm pinching a piece of a bread and a drop of water.WTH.hahaha.then came the running late for school by going up and down the staircase,which was very well videographed.hahaha.and last was the obstacle course in the HOUSE. how bad can a person who is obsessed with slimming down be?you decide.hahaa.
and azreen had to stuff marshmellows and cushion all over.damn adorable.lol.then we helped out in editing the video as well,and wallah! everyth ends at 1.30am. we're soo sweet,arent we?hahaha.

i dun have any pics to post!.how boring.BOOOO IRAIMI BOOOO!

and oh,im sooo demoralised after listening to TELEPATHY.

gimme smth to shoot here.lol

im out.

i love you, truly.

no time

2009-02-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

hey guys.i knw my blog has alrd rot..HAHAHAH!
bt i'll update soon.hahhaa.i gt no time now.LOL
cya guys arnd!

pics

2009-01-24T01:41:00.007+08:00

here's the pics.hahaha.
may i present to you : EARLY SUMMER RAIN.

muahahahhahaha.with iman.

credits to : ASH. for the awesome photography.hahaha :))

Rye - Vocals, Rhythem Guitars

Trav - Drums

Ryan D - Back-up Vocals, Lead Guitars

Joseph - Back-up Vocals, Bass Guitars

stupid blogspot

2009-01-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

ahhh...blogspot is being such an asss to me. i can post,but i cant view my blog.in fact, i cant view EVERY blog dat uses blogspot.i can see blogs frm Livejournal and wordpress,bt not blogger. wtF!

so right now..i cant see wat im posting. wat an idiot. -.-".

i'll post some pics when this blogger thing gets fixed for my laptop.

chao!

end it.

2009-01-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhh.

why am i all mushy....cheeesy....loveeyyy....emoshits....watever u call it.
i myself dunno why.
why eh?what do you think?

lol...to think that u guys know wen i dunno myself.
how dumb.hahahah.

sry sry.hahahha.

kkay lets end this mushy cheesy lovey emoshits here.
well,at least i'll try.hahahaha.

kkay to start off...let me intro abit to wat yusof said in my tagboard..the kang kang keeng kong stuff.lol

we were just talking in the mrt..wen suddenly one apek suddenly shout OOOEEEHHHH1!! and point at me. me and yusof were like...wtf!wat we dooooo..then all look at us as if we're some arts collection dat got lost in the mrt. -.-" then he keep talking watever shit about religion and worldwide languages.believe or not,he speak indian!

bt the main point was...thr was this indian guy beside the apek.he loooook damn innocent and the good good kind.wen the apek was shouting here and thr...his face was PRICELESS!!!..damn funnny!!!!!!!!.he was like..stunned...eyeballs looking left and right..then his mouth was like glued.hahahahahhahaha!!!!u shud have seen it.hahahahha.

well well well...i guess datz it for now?hahahaha.

finally...a proper entry.lol
im done.

chao!

love makes the world go round.

2009-01-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

love.

love makes the world go round,dont they?

when you're in love, you don't find any flaws in that person you love.
its not that she doesnt have flaws,its cause you dont find her flaws as a flaw.
instead, all her flaws are seen as beauty.

she may not have anything special.
she may be just plain jane.
but,she mesmerizes you more than any other girl.
be it the other girls are hotter,or more beautiful, or more sexy.
thats something special about her.

i've grown into you, love.
when i don't love you because of a reason.
i love you naturally.
something that cant be explained.
only i know.

just close all the lights.
and look at the shining stars in the dark sky.
thats how much i love you, love.

i wish, i wish. ;)

ohhhhh idk why im bein cheesy this few days.
i just feel like it. well, what can i say?
its all straight from the heart.
believe it.

chao.

to steph

2009-01-18T13:49:00.001+08:00

you mesmerize me.
a plain jane, so? you mesmerize me more than any other.

your eyes.
your eyelashes.
your cheeks.
your lips.

dazzling.

i could just sit and stare at you the whole day.
the way you smile.
the way you laugh.
the way you look away when you're shy.
the way you do your birth mark cheeks.

its.just.perfect.

you made time fly very fast.
when 5 years swept past,
while 1 week seems forever.

i wish, i wish.
living in a dream,
is better than reality.

i may be the only one,
that can sit and stare at you.
is it bad?

when i look at you,
every surrounding just disappears.
you're everything i see.

cheesy as it seems,
i mean it.
everything.

dearest.

is it okay to cry?cause i just feel like crying.
when smiles cant hide the scars.
when paranoia engulfs mentality.

love, i love.

stef.

shopping!

2009-01-18T13:45:00.003+08:00

the pic says it. when suntec staff went shopping.
it was very fun.and look. the reds.HUHU.

nah jz kiddin.hehe.aloot of funny things happen.
frm syiddiq slipping..to fidi tripping..to reen cannot find a place to sit.
haha.

well im nt really in the mood to blog about it.
but i had fun.

chao.

hang out

2009-01-13T22:15:00.006+08:00

kkay din. i knw u wanna see the dancer karat's or dancer babat's face..i mean..FATS.HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

well ytd nite,hang out with the guys till 11pm at afiq's void deck.hell yeah we made lots of noises.we always do.sry to the neighbours if we made too much noise.hahahhaa.
we were making a video.just for fun.it was suppose to be a "anyhow dance" kinda thing...bt it ended up bein like a mosh pit.DAMN FUNNY.with enter shikari songs.lol.
before dat,we had a laugh of our lives wen we saw wat we looked like 3 years ago.the kental ages.HAHA.seriously damn funny!we laughed at ourselves man.hahaha.

and i guess datz it. =)

this is edited btw. hahaha. ;)

HAHAHAHAHA!

2009-01-11T20:00:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA! check out RIYANDI's NEW blog if you guys got the time.seee the change in ME! he uploaded my pic 3 yrs ago.and the difference now.HAHA...i find it super funny.those were the days.when going to sentosa was just a handful of us.now it became 20+. cool huh?haha.and it all started frm the SIX. Iraimi,Afiq,Yusof,Riyandi,Hidir,Hasraf. haha. now it morphed into FAMIGLIA.haha.dun ask me y datz the name.i dunno myself who gave that name.HAHAHAHAHHA!
anw,dun fgt to visit riyandi's blog. its in my links. you guys should really see how i look like last time.HAHAHAHA!

"BURN ME BABY. IRAIMI PROVEN."

haha. you'll understand what that means after you visit his blog. ;) heh.

chao.

i suck.i know.

2009-01-10T13:58:00.002+08:00

i suck. i know. another project down. bt it sucked big time. i bet yusof agreed.wen people take 20 mins to present,ours was just 5mins. can see the difference?haha.

im bored. and i stl got 4 more projects to go.should be 4 uh i think.

and im sooooooooo missing someone right now.i wish i could meet her.i wanna hear her voice.her laughter.and her lameness within.LOL.

hey YOU. meet up sooon kay?my treat this time round. and i won't accept a NO. ;)
i mean no to the treat. -.-"

hahaha.

ah im sooo lazy to do my project. pfffft.

1 down.

2009-01-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

1 down. 5 to go.
IDEAS.FOM.CRS.eXpD.OM.
hectic.tiring.stressing.
DEAD.

supergirl was being very sweeet yesterday.
as usual,she never fails to make me smile every night that she is on. =)
and yesterday,since im the one doing the project and she got nothing to do,she accompanied me thru the night! how sweeeeeet. i told you she is sweeeter than candy ;) heh.

"you lonely how?"

hahaha.thanks supergirl.
it says it all.
and ouh,don't forget to tell the driver next time.
you know wat im talking about. ;)

k im off.

another project to complete. eXpD!

chao!

D & O.

2009-01-05T22:17:00.004+08:00

its just hard when people don't believe what you're trying to say,doesnt it?
its hard trying to explain,when you know there's no point explaining.
cause you know what the outcome will be.

and when you think you're at the peak,you realised you're just at the foot of the mountain. how demoralising is that?

or when you thought that someone was there to pick you up only to realise that she was letting you fall again.

its. just. hard.

idk what im typing this for. but who cares. its my blog anyway.

im done here.

im. sooooooooo. deaddddddddddd.

chao.

Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away.

jz some pics

2009-01-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

hey.jz wanna upload some pics to wat happens wen me and some guys got nth to do.HAHAHA.
i got projects to do alrd.
CHAO!

pics!

2009-01-02T00:27:00.005+08:00

here's the continuation of pics!!! enjoy :)

and last bt not least....another auction....
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afiriqi gen chan mok....the 2nd pahlawan vietnam!!!
*standing ovation*

hahaha..

chao!

2009.

2009-01-01T12:14:00.005+08:00

and so it happens. 2008 is history. 2009 is the new breed. like wat afiq's fren or smth said,new year resolution is like old toys in the shop. infer that yourself ;)
well i get wat it means.haha.

2008. another great year passed. im getting a year older in 6months.im catching up with supergirl. 1 year 12days. ;) haha. 2008. all the ups and downs i had,with anyone,it made me grew up and learn.all the fun and happy times i had,its all in my memory. in bitter times,i fell hard.some even till i break and crash to pieces.but i picked myself up.i put back my pieces back together using glue and scotchtape.and there.im back. 2009 is next.i dont know wat's in store for me.bt i do hope dat my wishes come true.datz for me to know and for you to keep quiet.haha. ;)

so.i spent my last 2008 with the famiglia boys. afiq.yusof.riyandi.rusydin.hasraf.asyraf.iman.

BEST. ;)

we were supose to meet at at 4.30 at lakeside..and as usual...THEY CAME LATE.not me this time.i reached at 4.20 please. -.-" the meet me at 5pm -.-" janji famiglia.hahaha..the season passes.hahaha!
and off we went. 1st destination,marina square. :)

at marina square,we drop by secret recipe to say a "little" hello to someone.supergirl ;) i bet she was damn embarrassed.HAHA! i bet if u were her,u would too.heh.

then we went to long john to eat.and afiq was like...i want burger.long john got burger?haha. stupid -.-" and he thought the shrimps were big. -.-" HAHA! while eating,it did reminds me of the time i spent with supergirl there.hahaha..awww..LOL!

kkay back to the story.haha.as we were gg off,afiq realised that there were cracks on our seats.YOU'RE the heavy one,afiq.tsktsktsktsk.hahahaha!

now,finding for the place to slack.we took quite some time to decide whr to go.and afiq got his way :) at the esplanade area.when we reached..we played cluedo to kill 6hours of time.hahaha. cluedo. NICE GAME.bt really makes u think n ur mind will get tired.haha.we played till 9pm.and yusof and yan owned.cz they are the ones who really knw hw to play. -.-"

close to 10pm,and our place was like a concert.all were super packed.i feel like wacking all those fucking banglas.stupids!!!! i pull ur sarong then u knw.idiots.

and the moment itself. 10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1. BANG BOOM BANG BANG BANG BOOOOM BOOOM!e the fireworks were spectacular.especially the final one.singapore OWNS MELBOURNE,marini. ;) no doubt about it.heh.

then we toook pics..yadayadayada. all the faces steam sia.hahaha!

then go home.hahaha..i dun have much to say on the way home.LOL.

i'll let the pics do the talking already.haha.

more pics to come! :))

last but not least. another picture that i HAVE to post.

another million dollar face....

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edward cullen tk menjadi. :P

waiting.

2008-12-31T13:40:00.004+08:00

im currently bored.with 2 hrs left before meeting the famiglia boys to countdown.in fact,i gt 3 hrs -.-"

hanged out with the famiglia boys yesterday ; yusof,din,iman,yan,afiq. :)
they simply rocked. hahaha.

1st..lepak at afiq's block. see the videos of our survivor sentosa..laughed our ass off till the laptop battery went flat.haha.

then decided to surprise someone,who just turned 17 on 30 dec. haha.

NURUL HUDA! hahahaha.

we called her and sang for her a birthday song..bt the song follows the tune of the lion king song..hahhaa..damn funny during the practice part.hahahhaa.seee..hw swweeet can we get?huhuhuhuhu.

then...the moment of truth game. everyth is said..remains here.insyallah..YA RIGHT AFIQ!. hahaha..mcm paham.
we use a bottle to see who's the one who will be questioned. and all the questions are all...damn..haha..sensitive.hahaha! bt we're cool. we're open. :)

but then..some of the questions asked..really made me think. about now.about love.about the future. its all making me a lil haywire.

kkay. countdown time. i mean..pre-countdown. ;)

my hopes to went out with her was stolen.haha.she gt movie marathon to catch.bt its cool with me. :)
and as for HER...i told HER not to think about what i intended to tell HER.bt SHE cant stop thinking. -.-" forget it babe. :) i dun think u need to know anymore. ;)

her and HER is different. i just dont wanna say it who.go figure. ;)

so i guess..spending time with the famiglia boys is wat i'll do at 2008countdown. ;)

anyway...there's this pic dat i really really really have to put up. .
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may i present you..the VIETNAM WARRIOR!
afiriqi gen chan mok. ;)

HAHA..sry fiq. dat pic is really a 1 million dollar face.hahahahhahaha!

datz it.

rye.

chao!

just a thought

2008-12-29T12:22:00.002+08:00

" go to the one who loves you. because the one you like,will leave you for the ones they love. "

i've been thinking about that sentence for quite sometime. i wonder if its true. do you think its true?

at 1st,i tot that it sounds so true..bt after some thinking..im nt too sure.

for example..a guy loves a girl.and he told the girl that sentence above.bt the girl dont like him. then,the girl can say the sentence above to him as well.right?then the sentence like wouldnt make any sense.does it?
its like..the guy is trying to hint to a girl to go to him..bt the girl backfired,asking him to go to the one who loves him. haha.

sounds ironic enough? i dunno. wat do u think?haha.

a dream. a nightmare. back to reality

2008-12-29T11:47:00.002+08:00

lets see.

last sat...someone made my day. she made me forget the world when i was with her.she made time flies super fast. i wish we could have stayed longer though. ;) thanks supergirl. ur amazing. ;) from the ljs meal..to the walking to one fullerton..to the sitting properly on the couch..to the sharing of our lives..to the sugar rush of I.B caramel...to the "cannot find the toilet door"..and the one like most,the "showing of ur strength" at the toilet entrance.HAHAHA.and to the muscles..and the ghost figure..and the blaffing...and the way back to taxi stand. ;) if i would type the whole thing that happened,i bet all of u wuldnt wanna read.hahaha.cz it will be super long. supergirl,thanks.awesome blossom. ;)

then yesteday..i fell sick.till now.i cant wake up.my head was spinning.bt i stl went to work.and i left 1hr earlier.haha.then off to msq.to meet wendy,bt most imptly,supergirl was there. :) then im off home..then out again. hang out with my family and cousins to masjid sultan dat area..i fgt wat was the road name.haha.i only knew we lepak at el sheikh.haha.wow the food there...toe sucking good.hahaha.and its like..we can do watever we like.bt towards the end,my condition gt worse.i was super cold.idk y.and wen i reach hm..i was shivering on the bed even though i wrap myself like a cacoon.and abt an hr later,guess who msged? ;) haha.

and today..as early as 8plus,she msged again. :)) hey idah.thanks! u seriously made my morning.maybe my day as well.u already made me smile as early as 8plus am.with ur good mornight.lol.and dun tell anyone abt the doctor thing.lol.only u knw.lol!take care in school yea. and yes,i got ur msg at ur blog. ;) i will get well soon.so dat countdown can happen ;)

well.im off.

rye.

chao!

pics

2008-12-26T21:20:00.006+08:00

i've got nth to post..so..jz pics..pics...and pics.hahaha.
enjoy. :)

survivor sentosa. :))))

kelip 182. sovis,marfiq,tommi. HAHA

early summer rain. :)

BOOOM!

2008-12-24T23:32:00.005+08:00

kkay woah.haha. i've got tons of things to say.hadnt been updating for awhile lately.cz i was busy hanging out here and there...plus my holiday.hahahhaa.

kkay 1stly...lets talk abt last friday. me,afiq,din,sop,ash,reen. we went to suntec to catch a movie.twilight.it was damn nice.mixture of romance with catchy actions and powers.alice cullen is so wah.hahahaha..cute!..bt idk y..im like hypnotised by edward cullen's eyes though.i jz love his eyes.and hair.HAHAHAHHA!.bt take note.im not gay.seriously.hahaha.then..we went to BK and chill..followed by taking pics here and there.hahaha.otw home..was the fun part. we had a race. the 1st race..yusof piggybag me,vs afiq piggybag din. and afiq won.HAHAHAHA!..its was damn funny..people were all looking as if we're idiots.more like we did nt have much childhood.hahaha.the 2nd race,was a relay.1st...yusof piggybag me n din piggybag afiq.at the middle of the so called "race track",we were suppose to switch.at the switching part,afiq jz walked a few steps and let go of din!!! and of cz..din fell like a useless humpty dumpty.HAHAHAHA!!!!! n the winner is me and yusof!!!..hahaah..quite lame actually..bt then..its fun while it lasted.

kkay nxt.was last sunday. i had my class outin at east coast.it was okay.jz do some normal stuffs like bbq n ride bikes...and card games.i was suppose to meet famiglia at 6.30,bt i ended up meeting them at then stadium instead.u knw y?cz its SPORE VS VIETNAM IN AFF SUZUKI CUP!.i met them at 7pm at the stadium.and wen i reach the stands,afiq was alrd screaming like an idiot. and he sang his version of vietnam's national anthem.idk wat language is dat,bt its damn hilarious.so wen the game was played,afiq and iman were the entertainers,as usual.with all their vulgarities and cursing here and there.plus a few guys behind us.wen afiq say smth...everybody would turn and look.i mean it.EVERYBODY.paiseh sia.hahaha.bt he made it more fun lar.haha ;) anw...vietnam won. sheeeesh. and afiq was like asking the spectators who are walking away to go back to their seats. -_-" afiq afiq...tsktsktsk.hahahhaa.

then came monday. was my holiday with my family. went to sofitel palm resort.idk whr dat is.i jz knw the resort name cz i was busy slpg otw to the resort and otw back home.hahaha! my family played bowling there.and my mum won the 1st round!!!.i lost to her by 1 point.PFFFFTFT!!!i won the 2nd rnd, my dad,the 3rd rnd.hahah.nth much happen.then on tues,went to puteri pacific hotel.went shopping at city square..yadayadayada.its so boring there.everyshop sells the same thing.i mean..almost.the 3rd n 4th level. -.-" in the end i jz bought a bag.lol

then came wednesdaY!!!!!!!as sooon as i reach home..i left again.for my famiglia outing at sentosa!! this time,alot turn up.about 20 if im nt mistaken.so supergirl!nw we can battle eh?HEHE.it was alot of fun!!!!!...we split up into 2 teams dat we will be in for all the games we were gg to play.ROUNDERS,CAPTAIN'S BALL,WATER RUGBY.
1st up. rounders. after 2 rounds,we switched frm using a bat to a soccer ball.so its like...switching frm baseball.to using soccerball n legs.instead.haha. my team was leading in the baseball round.bt wen the switch was made,afiq's team won 14-12.hahah.
then was the captain's ball.we played 1st to 15points. it was damn tiring!!playing and running in the sand.my team won 15-12.hehe..GO TEAM!..,hahaha.last was the water rugby.omg i bet if azreen was playing,her bones are all SHATTERED by 10secs.SHATTERED.hahahahaha!.ash was like a monster.really!.no one can stop him wen he has the ball.if u compare it with hasraf,ash is like a titan and hasraf is an ant.HAHAHA!!!..jz an example.hahaha!and my team lost,of cz.since ash was in afiq's team.wth.HAHAH.we lost 5-3. eh ash.nxt time u cant play water rugby.u jz be the one throwing the ball.or maybe jz the referee.HAHAHA!!!..nah im kiddin.haha.in the end...after all dat games and fun,we headed down to vivo and eat.and we shared stupid and lame jokes.some were damn simple and azreen fell for it.HAHA..cute sia.lol.

anw..it had been quite tiring.for me.hahaha.okay then.i'll let the pics to the talking. :)

twilight movie.

AFF SUZUKI CUP.

dat all.

rye.

chao!

i miss you.like really. :(

fun...and not fun..

2008-12-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

kkay..lets start with...wednesday.
YES I GOT MY PAY!!!

went to shop at town with lina. actually wanted to buy clothes..end up buying a headphone and berms. lina wuldnt wanna go shop with me alrd.cz i will ask her to spend.ahaha..nvm lina...u'll get used to eat. u got money..so jz spend!!..haha. i bet afiq will go "ish ish ish...masyaallah iraimi".haha..chey no lar.hahaha
then headed down to suntec to meet azreen n fidi. n they got a treat at macdonalds.YAY.*yawns*.hahaha.then they accompany me to JP to get my shoes.yessah im complete ready.maybe jz left with some shirts dat i may wanna buy?hahaha.

then today.went soccer practice at yishun.wth.i can die man.so long nvr play soccer,n i was like...super PANCIT.then the field was like..more of a desert than a field -.-" then i cut my ankle cz i dived for a shot.then there it goes.blood.haha.
im not like KENTUT who likes it wen there is blood.hahhaa

after soccer.still got work.wah die.hahahaha.damn boring lar.
and and...someone learn cake ready sey...wooots.hahaha!

poof.datz all for now!.hahaha..

update again soon.

rye.

chao!

pffftftfftttft

2008-12-16T12:01:00.002+08:00

okay lar trav. i update abt the late coming. -.-"
hahahha.

okay. yesterday, early summer rain was suppose to jam at 1-3pm.with afiq.haha.
and....guess wat time i wake up???hahhaa!

i wake up at 11 plus...i msg yusof dat i will be late.then,i went back to sleep.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

1st time im doing it,it feels fun.hahaha..idk y. no wonder trav and afiq ALWAYS come late.HAHAHA..got back at u,trav. LOL

then wen jamming was suppose to start at 1pm, i went out of my hse at 1.30. wen yusof called at 1.20,i said i was otw.wen trav called at 1.25,i said i was at home.
HAHAH!...sry guys.hehehe

so i reach X jamming studio at 2pm. so we jammed dear maria by all time low and let you go by ashley parker angel. dammit. both songs were high pitch to the max -.-" i couldnt reach it wen it comes to the chorus for both songs -.-"
and we sit arnd to figure out yan's and trav's compose..one is about a girl,the other,about winter -.-" hahahha! seriously,i find both songs nice.nt coz its our band's compose,bt i think yan's tune is nice.and trav's tune is like boys like girls sort of thing.hahaha.

anyway,after dat,went back to JP burger king. yusof....he was eyeing the girl at the cashier!!! bt he ask me to ask her for the number. wth. hahaha..bt the girl was quite cute i shud say.lol.. GO YUSOF GO! bt idk if he really ask.haha.cz i left early for work. DAMN IT WORK!..haha.

i'll see you on wednesday. ;) u know who u are. ;)

chao!

rye. =)

update!

2008-12-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

boooo!. nth much to update really. juz wanna post 2 pics frm the fbodz performance.hahahaha.

chao!

fbodz!

2008-12-13T10:46:00.004+08:00

ladies and gentlemen....may i present to u....*drumrolls*....jeng jeng jeng....hasmidah from FBODZ!!!!!!...WOOOOO...hahaha...nah jz kiddin.hahaha..

1 word to describe FBODZ : Professional. ;)
they are truly amazing. with lots of styles...such as hip hop,lyrical hip hop,whiney/spoofs (IDAHH!!) krumping,breaking,popping,locking n yadayadayadayadayada.hahahhaa

it started off as the MC beatbox. damn dat guy is good i tell u.hahaha. my hats off to u dude..watever ur name is.hahaha

then was the like so called mass dance thing. supergirl was at the very end...and the corner of the stage.which she spent for abt...just 1 min or so?WAKAKAKKA! sry supergirl. XP

then came the hip hop east meets west. dat was quite a long performance..with the groups in red n blue..idk which is east and west.lol.i just watch. thrs this dude...with like a light brown band on his hair or smth..idk wat its called...he dance...wow..haha..damn smooth lar..hahaha.

i fgt wat comes next.lol.i'll just say which ones are the ones i like....

then came the popping and locking. dat one is damn cooooooool! with the music and light effects and all.the dancers were dressed like they were gg for a masquerade party or smth. then some wore like olden times businessmen or smth.like charlie chaplin.hahahhaa.bt damn nice.

nxt...the one and only...WHINEY/SPOOFS! wooohoooo!.hahhaa...supergirl was like the main dancer.with LOTS of facial expression i tell u.i mean it.really,alot. ;) whiney spoofs.idk hw to explain.it was like a cute and hot kinda dance?hahaha.with their retro outfits dat made the guys look like geeks,and the girls look like babes. ;) supergirl! ur damn good.hahhaa.

then was the krumping i think?and the lyrical hip hop.i love the music for the lyrical hip hop.very nice.......woootwooooot.hahahahhaa.then lastly was the mass dance. n supergirl was as hyper as usual. hahaha!

i bet if im on dat stage,i wuld go flat after jz one dance.LOL!!! or mayb jz half a dance.HAHAHAH! jump here jump there...pancit seh! tsktsktsktsk.hahahaha

i wuld like to thank the guys and girls who went to watch with me as well...fiq,yan,yap,din,sop,ferza,ain,raudhah :D tnx for tagging along.hahahaha.u guys juz made it more lively for me. ;) well i made 2 new frens frm ain's frens.LOL. ferza and raudhah.idk hw u spell ferza.or firza.hahha..sorry dude.LOL

and otw home...it was like the clash of the titans. between supergirl n rockstar :P

the sexayes vs famiglia. HAHAHAH!

i think the sexayes DID made our heads turn for a sec.LOL. bt nvm.cz famiglia dun have the full squad ar.HAHAHAH!!!..kkay knw im crapping.hahahahhahaa!

bt hey sexayes,if ur reading this,i wuld like to say HI!!!!..hahahaha! n at least,i alrd met sexayes.and roughly,hw they are like. LOUD,CRAZY,WHACKY etc. u name it. lol.
hope we'll meet again sumday. =))

anyways. datz all for now.
all the best tonite supergirl. spend ur time while it lasts. cz after tonite, thr will be no more drills,YET. hehe.

i'll c u tmr!

rye.

chao!

DAMN CONNECTION!!!

2008-12-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

WAAHHHH!!!!!
im soooooooo fucking pissed with my laptop sia...
everyth was fine....until my internet gt disconnected. -.-
and wen i try to reconnect,it said my gateway is offline..WAT THE FUCK!!!
wat the fuck is the gateway or watever shit.!!!!...hw the hell do i make in "online" again????!!(since its offline now).

it all happens straight after i installed the zonealarm.
bt i alrd tried unblocking everyth.even to the extent of removing ALL firewalls. i mean it. ALL FIREWALLS. still..i cant log in. bullshit man.

stupid laptop..if i'd knw,i wuldnt have bought it. i wuld have used my own home laptop. which is wat im using to type this post right now.GRRR!!!

bt anyways...supergirl's performance is in abt...17hrs time???(its 12.40am now).
hahaha. ALL THE BEST SUPERGIRL! i'll be watching. huhu. ;)

rye.
chao!

stupidddd laptoooppppp.... -________________________-"""