and is tumblr nice? O.O
azreen switched to it.
yusof made it.
yan has it.

and i dunno why,
but i just made mine.
and i dunno a single shit how to navigate it in the 1st place.

but now i think i got the hang of it.
its just for fun.

i guess i'll seperate two blogs.
here's for talking. there's for other stuffs like music and pics.
:)

anyway,
dropthatcyanide.tumblr.com

see you when i see you. :)

another day to cherish,
another date to remember.
.22.11.2009.

a belated birthday surprise for azreen. :)
heh.
a nice one i must say.
it was like everybody's birthday when we started splatting cakes on each other faces.
and im the worst.
you know why?
cause i cant freaking run!
LOL.
it was an awesome night.
full of laughters and fun.

how i wished that night did not end. :(

anyways, before the surprise,
went out with the belated birthday girl.
told her its just a trip to the movies.
when actually there was a surprise made for her all along.
i was sooo eager to watch 2012,
but end up watching paranormal activity!
sorry babe if u had to watch twice. :(
and that movie is seriously giving me a headache with the camera movements.
and the last part of the movie was freaky.
out of 10, i honestly rate it a 5.
LOL.
but the company was awesome. 10/10. :))
and you guys should see her reaction when she heard that 2012 was 157 minutes.
you know,i know. ;)

i hope you had a hell of a night.
and enjoyed whatever that was planned.

and guys and girls who were there,
a big big THANK YOU to you.
thanks for making the surprise happen.
if not for you guys, the surprise could not have been possible.
so thank you. :)
and it was awesome to have alot of people coming for it.
:))



and here's the pics to show what happened that night.hahahhaa!






























and to my very own lil miss azreen,
hope u were surprised.
from the going to toilet,
to the finding of my mum's presents,
to shopping for your clothes at zara.

and hey,
no matter how much we argue,
no matter how much shits we've been through,
no matter how difference our opinions may be,
you know im always a phone call away.

we may fight alot,
we may not talk to each other for weeks,
but please know,
that i'll always be there for you. :)

and i love you too, bestie. <3
all again for you, i will. ;)
be cheerful and stay happy, always.

okay.
well SOMEONE just complained!
okok i'll update okay miss little. :)
heh.now isit nicer at the top?


well,obviously,ur beloved boy is back!
but he still haven recovered fully.
and dats the reason why spore lost to thailand!
like what his hubby says....
w/o iraimi, the spore team just cant make it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!




okay crap.
so went back to school last friday.
and the journey from sch of business to the bloody jamming room,
one word to describe it.FUCK.
its worst than hell. i dk hw many steps i got to take!
while others are drenched in rain, im drenched in sweat.eew. -.-"
LOL
then went vivo and my legs just went haywire.
tired to the impak maxima man.
and the service at fig&olive......-.-"
should i even say?

and yesterday, had to do project at town!
i had to visit some given shops and act as mystery shopper.
and my legs also was damn tired in the end.
and i didnt get the shirt i wanted.sadded!
here's pics of what i tried on. :)








oh oh oh.
and my new love. <3







omg...melts.hahaha :)
okay chao!

hey guys.
im like a zombie typing this out.
im super weaker than you can ever imagine.
just wanna upload some pics from yesterday,
had movie outing with fiq,sop,reen,ain,ash.
500 days of summer!












thanks guys for the time out. :)
you're the best.

and so i guessed it right.
my condition did worsen.
and if by tmr i dont start to get better,
dad's gonna send me to hospital.
i wanna get better soon!
cause i cnt stand being super weak.
and..i fear the needles!omfg.

and im gonna miss my class!
dtrn 07 ftw. :)

haiz.dats all for now.
and makcik,



hope ur reading this. :)
enjoy school.
u wont be seeing me much anymore. :(
im sooo sadded.

fuck la.
seriously.
what the hell is wrong with my body?
its like...its breaking down slowly.
from my left getting weak,
now my right is getting weak also.
honestly.
im freaking scared.
and im having a hard time typing this out.
cause im just too weak to type.
its that bad.
god help me.
haiz. :((

idk wats happening to me.
honestly.
i feel so close to death.
slowly, minute after minute,
my body is getting weaker and weaker.
from stomachaches,
to headaches.
and today, my whole left part of my body,
from top to bottom,
felt extremly weak while my right side is normal.
and my left hand's two left fingers cant go straight no matter how hard i forced it to.
its like i lost control of it.
its honestly a scary feeling.
its like im having stroke.
and its freaking me out right now.
plus my right calf is super cramp after having to support my left body during walking.
dammit.
what's happening? :((

but on a brighter note,
i got my baby~ Macbeth Hensley. :)
and it burnt a huge hole in my pocket, i swear. :(

hopefully i'll get better.haiz.
insyaallah. :)

-have fun with your family! :)
for sure your stomach will get bigger.heh.

okay i guess i'll update.once again.bore.hahaha.

last week,
went to night safari for some halloween horror thingy.
$35 gone just like dat.
and the animal show..wasnt dat nice,cz the animals so called nvr obey?hahaha.
and the ghost tram and the trail to the bridge of no return was thrilling!and scary at times.
i shout my heart out man during the tram ride.HAHA!
its an awesome experience,but not really worth that $35 though.haha.
here's pics.




















then a few days back,
went cycling with some of my camp mates to ecp.
gosh i was dead tired after awhile!
means im super fat alrd!
OMG!
and the rain jz spoilt an hour.tsk.
but it was fun!
and i break the arcade record of wacking the strongest thingy..haha.idk the name.
hahahaha!



oh well.
im not really looking forward to school.
one look at the modules..and im screwed up.
5 written papers.
OMFG.
die la. as long as i pass,im more than happy.
:)

-and yes, i miss you makcik. :(
awwwwwwww.
haha. ;)