HEY...here to update again.even though i just updated 2 hrs ago.LOL..
some pics to show wat happen when boredom strikes.hahaha
1st time i took alot of pics using the webcam.hahahahaha.anw,more pics of the class soon. here onie gt the ones with my face cz its my webcam.the class is with LYDIA!...faster hor lydia..haha
datz it!...hahaha..
i think im addicted to photography.hahahaha.
CYA arnd readers.
her freaking sweet smile....
hey hey hey!..hahaha..
its been sometime since i last update my blog.hahaha.
i've 1 project down...1 more to go for this term.
yesterday was IDEAS project..
and yes..i have to be the gay..AGAIN.hahaha..
guess wat i put on this time?
eyeliners plus mascara!!!!
WOOO!!!..
wearing makeup is kinda fun...its nt like everyday i get to wear it.hehe
bt the removing part...
OMG...damn shit sia...my mascara was water proof..then my groupmate didnt bring her makeup remover...CURSE YOU!!..hahahaha..juz kiddin..lol..
then in the end..i like have to pull it off slowly frm my eyelashes..
and guess wat?SOME OF MY EYELASH DROP OFF!!!
shit bag..hahahaha...
im in class nw...the tutor left early. so yea..i'll let the pics do the talking.
btw..i think i look very pretty! HAHAHA!!!!
even prettier than the KENTOT!..u knw who u are..hahaha..
stop saying ur scrd to work.
i'll be there to guide ;)
DATZ ALL!!!
enjoy the pics.
rye.
out
i've gt nth much to post.
today is just a simple day. like any other ordinary day.
i woke up late.AGAIN!
i dk y..i have trouble making it in time for 8am lessons.
i rushed to sch in a cab.AGAIN.
reached an hr later.
sry mr kwan.i jz cnt wake up :X
i feel very bad abt it.i tot i'd make it in time today.stl,i didnt.
i feel very bad cz my tutor,mr kwan,is very kind. bt its like im taking him for granted.hrmmm.
and furthermore...I SUCK at statistics man this sem.
i have no idea wats going on.
stupid sia. and my MST is like..2 weeks?
im soooo dead.like..really.
& my sis jz gt her job at my place -.-
yay..hw fun -______________-
datz it fr now.
rye. out.
ciaaoosssuu.
booo!
today...was my bapok day.haha
basically..i had to be a bapok and survey bra shops for my project.and my group chose to go to...PLAZA SINGAPURA!!!
omg..hahaha..
tons of people..
initially i wanted to put on makeup..bt after i see the crowd,i decided to wear jz the lip juice.LOL!
after this thing..nw i knw hw troublesome it is to find one stupid bra.
HAHAHAHAH!
tons of types..tons of sizes..i oso headache.lol
bt i find it quite fun ar.hahahha..frm 3pm..all the way til 10pm.cool rite?HAHAHAH!
bt im nt dat happy actually.
yea i had fun, bt..haiz.
to YOU. u knw who you are.
wat happen to you?
you changed. wat did i do wrong?
i simply wonder.hrmm
i start it,u end it.
i tried nt to bother you.
cz i scared i'll get pissed off by your cold reactions.
when will this end?
can we be like wat we used to be before?
you said "i really like how we are now."
do you mean it?
i dont know.
after dat very day,thgs started to change slowly.
3 days ago,only did thgs changed rapidly,to me.
idk..maybe its just me who thinks too much.
just maybe.hrmm.
haiz.idk wat i did wrong.
i shan't bother u much anymore then,i guess.
hrmm.be happy and smile ya. :D
anw..
datz all for now!
gt work tmr!!!
and oh...contact lenses are such a pain in the ass!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
here's some pics.ahahhaah.
ciaaoosssuu!!! :P
cheer up iraimi! :DD
finally.somthing to smile abt today. :D
hahhaha.
someone who asked for my email made my day today. ;)
hahahaha.
i was asking for hers recently,and nvr did i knew she was asking for mine too.lol
she was sooo damn funny lar!..haha
keep on laughing.then blame me. -.-"
hahahhaa.
i knew her during the F1 work.
we were in the same course,bt only started talking during the F1.
bt after that,we jz waved if we saw each other.
lol
then chat with her on msn today.haha
damn funny lar.hahhaa
anways.i wonder hw my dearest bestie is doing.
hrmm.just 2 days ago we were happily talking and laughing.
now...idk..like thgs change.
thgs happen so fast within 2 days huh?
hrmm
i jz hope she'll be alrite and everyth turns out well for her.
hrmm.
hey.take care aite?
hrmm..i cant do much abt it.
anw..
tmr's my bapok-like day!
im sooo freakin scared.
i cant believe im doing this.
my reputation is soooo screwd.HAHAHAHA
hopefully i nvr bump into anybody familiar.hahaha!
ciaossu!
boohoo.
im sooo worn out.
i woke up so early in the morning today just to be a dumb statue in the bus. -_-"
haiz.
u know.it sucks.its a sucky feeling when smth happen that makes you feel like a loser.a complete useless idiot.hrmm
i knw im bad in cheering people up.
i may be crazy and hyper,bt cheerin people up is not my forte.
i always end up making things worse.
i may nt be gd at it,bt at least,i tried.
i may seem pathetic with my lame doings to make u smile.
however,im a very good listener,if u've noticed.
hmmm.
idk. im just damn tired.
a major project to be presented tmr.
a major project play to be done on sat.
2 major project to be handed in the nxt 2 weeks.
isnt dat great?
i'll be dead by then.
hrmm
ciaoossu.
hey people!..hahaha..
hows u? hope ur doing great ;)
today finally done with my IDEAS and expD projects.2 down, 2 to go. die.hahhaa
anyway, today i accompanied my dearest n sweetest bestfriend,azreen and fidi to interview at my workplace.azreen was so freakin scared.LOL! along the way,fidi heard the song WITH YOU by chris brown. and there she goes "i dun need you boo.i need secret recipe!" and we laughed.hahahaha
bt i think they made it. cz im the one who recommend. ;)
u 2 owe me a BIG BIG hug.HAHAHAHHAHA! ;)
otw back home,azreen made this "oh-so-unglam" loook.i said smth and she goes "OH NO!"...if eyes can act as cameras,i wuld have taken dat snapshot.haha ;)
anw.nt much to talk abt lately.
i sure hope they will get the job since their interview last nt even 5 mins.HAHAHAH!
then i'll be the teacher..muahahhaha..
cya arnd.
rye.
out.
hey guys. i dun have much to say. im nt in the mood.
im still sick..with stupid flus n coughs..dammn..
n my heart also..gone case. haiz.
yesterday and friday was her play.
i went for both. it was an awesome play.
she acted very well.i mean really.very well.
she showed the bitchy side of her and i was impressed.
however,she looked cute when she tried to be bitchy.
and there was the prataman.the best of the best. just her face is enuf to make u laugh like shit.haha.
hey..i'll post the pics soon.
right now..i feel totally useless.
i feel dumb..helpless..like shit.worse than shit i guess.
its just sooo hard.
sometimes..i feel like i wanna hug her sooo bad.
just to feel her in my arms..
bt i knw,dat wun ever happen.
i will nvr know how it feels like to hold her close.
5 years,n i didnt even gt a part of it.
none.
how pathetic can i be?i tot i wuld have at least gotten a lil bit,even if its just 1%.
none.
actually,i hate it when a girl says "ur too good for me". it sort of doesnt make any sense to guys.if we're too good,isnt that good?then y not?..
it got me thinking.and i still dunno why.
haiz.
im simply useless.hrmm
sry if this post is emo. i wish im not emo,bt i cnt help it this time round.
hey YOU. i love you. very much.
bt y cant you see it?
in a different light?
i tried my very best.
and still,nothing.
am i that bad?
its just so demoralising when i think about it.
haiz.
well.i gtg work. fucked up place,like prison.
for now,my life is just screwd. datz it.
see you guys arnnd.
tnx for reading.
pics up sooon.
rye.
out.
booo -__________-"
today's nt my day.really. im down sick.with stupid sore throats and flu.i swear my voice is like david cook ;) haha. very deep.
anws..thgs hasnt gone my way recently..my projects..my lessons..all shitty.i wake up damn early in the morning and sleep damn late at night. like F**K sia.this semester is more hectic than i expected. surprises dont work either. things turn out opposite than i expected.hrmm
hey stargirl.
y not?
sometimes i wonder..isit me?or isit you?
hrmm..i dun know. really.
im like in a whirlpool. i get sucked down.and just when i thought the sun gave me hope to survive,it just got me sucked in deeper.
im nt trying to rush you. i knw wat u mean.i get it.
i know that some things cant go my way.
hey stargirl.
could you be the star at night and guide me thru in the dark?
the light that'll outshine the sun.
that's you.
all the best for your play.
this is what u've been rehearsing for.
coming home late at night. feeling tired everyday.
show wat u've got. i'll be watching.
Wherever you are tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart
Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
I won't cry, I'll
just close my eyes
And know you'll be there
Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
'Cause you're as close
As my very next breath
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
My heart
i love.
rye.
out.
natalie oh natalie. haha. that's just between the 3 of us.right babe? ;)
anyway..today,tonight, was my dearest's birthday.who else could it be bt Nur Azreen?right?hehe.
i send her to school in the morning.wow..she wasnt really that excited. i tried cheering her up somehow..singing,asking her to smile more etc. bt i guess it doesnt really worked. :( her classmates did smth very sweet for her.(check out her blog,i guess. :P) i already expected that her classmates would have put up smth for their "Hey gorgeous candidate".hehe ;)
and along the way,my hp went flat.DAMN IT! stupid phone. -.-"
kk back to the story..
dearest was kinda emotional even though she gt 2 surprises already.one from her family,one from her classmates.however,she doesnt knw another surprise was in store for her.from US.the famiglia. i kept asking her to cheer up..cz a birthday girl should be happy. the main reason was cz of our surprise for her.
afiq was the main character.haha! good acting fiqqy. hahahaha.i wont get into details about that cz i dun think im the right person to talk abt it.hahahaha..let afiq do the talking abt it in his blog. :))
anw,i ended school at 5 and waited for yusof til almost 7pm.borrring!..then we headed to suntec to watch high school musical 3.ME...who hasnt even watch HSM,has to watch it. -.-" bt it was nt as bad as i expected.its okay.i only like 3 songs.HAHAHAHAH.hey dearest,u know what?somehow,u do look similar as vanessa hudgens,babe. ;)
then off we go to boonlay for her surprise!we separated along the way.yan and yap(cookie retriever force as they call it :P) went to yan's hse to collect the cookie.sop and din(cake retriever force as they call it too :P)went to jurong east to buy the cake.while me,iman,ain n nadiah waited at boonlay interchange. :)))
after all is done,we went to HER house.initially,we plan to surprise her at the playground,bt got this few mat reps.so?change of plan.to her house instead. :))
we hid in a room while waiting for her.(afiq was busy acting well during this time :P)
wen dearest ring the bell..and she went in...we came out and surprise her! :)))))
i think she never expected it at all.hahahaha.she was so shocked!we sang the birthday song for her and take pics.the pics wun be up yet since the photographer,Ash, hasnt send.haha..tnx dude for bein the photographer.dun say u werent suppose to be there.ur alrd one of us :))
and then..HER mum ordered macdonalds for us.how sweeeeet.tnx mum...ooops...erm..i mean Cik.hehe :PP she doesnt have to.really.bt thanks. :))
up next..the present time.hahaha..ain and nadiah gave her smth..which idk wat it is.HAHAH..and yan n din gave her big big cookies that they specially made.swweeeet right?hahaha.
then fiqqy asked each of us to say smth.."klw tak ikhlas pon tkper.ckp je.." tsktsktsk.afiq afiq.ahahah..always full of ways to create laughter. ;)
wen it was my turn,i gave her a box.with a bouquet(idk hw to spell) of red roses..just 3 stalks.u shud knw wat that means,right dearest?hehe. and also a box of chocs.i couldnt get the nice2 chocs coz i was totally down and out on cash. hey babe,nxt time i'll get u smth special. <3
well,dearest was going to accompany ain to her hse to get sum stuff.i followed juz in case. ;)
yusof went too cz his hse was nearby.hahaha.at ain's hse,i told dearest the truth,abt everyth,abt natalie. ;)
sorry if i lied to u babe. i have my reasons for doing it,and now you know.
and off we go.i was suppose to be the one sending her home,bt SHE insists dat she would drop me off 1st. awww..thanks yea. ;)
that's how HER birthday ended. :))
hey babe,ur birthday is not as bad as u think at 1st.in fact,ur birthday is the biggest celebration we had. full of surprises..full of laughter..simply said,THE BEST. ;)
ur birthday was the best cz simply, ur best number one,babe.
hope u enjoyed it while it lasts. <3
love <3
pics soon.
rye.
out.
