WEEE!!!!!!!!!! IM BACCK!!!!
i bet u guys miss me right..HAHAH!.kidddin.

GENTING WAS A BLAST!
went with my class there..

1st day.
we just went walking here and there..
and play the arcade.
I BROKE THE FREAKING RECORD OF SOME STUPID HIT MACHINE!!WOOOHOOO!!!

2nd day.
it was the best!
went to the outdoor and indoor themepark.
man..the SPACE SHOOTER and FLYING COASTER owns man.
the space shooter almost made my heart fly out.i swear!
i scream out "MAMA!!!" all the way sia.hahahah.damn scary..bt FUN!
and the flying coaster.its worth the 10 bucks. honestly. ;)
god knows how much i spent on the shooting game just to get a bear.
and the gold mine coaster...it would be the best IF its longer..i think its like abt..30 secs ride?haha.and we took it for like abt..8 times in all?hahahhaaha..and the euro pass coaster...damn we took it more than 10 times..BT MY CAMERA SCREEN CRACKED! cz its in my pocket during dat euro pass coaster.damn.now i cant buy my guitar.haiz.

3rd day.
went to ripleys believe it or not. its quite interesting i must say.
especially the "spinning" tunnel.lol.
and the 4D HAUNTED HOUSE. damn i jumped and shouted alot!.LOL! the walls effects are damn lame..bt the person scaring u are like..out of nowhere..bloody busteds.HAHAH!.
and movie at 1.30 am.RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN. not bad uh the movie.quite funny.THE ROCK's FACE WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!.hahahahaha.

4th day.
EAT AND GO HOME!

and i sooo miss my bed!

pics up soon!..

i gtg.

out.

sentosa.
once again. it was memorable.
LOL.

im lazy to update much.
cz all my other friends have updated.
go read theirs.
combine afiq's blog, fatin's blog, azreen's blog.

and u will get the whole picture. ;)

im tired.

gtg.

rye.

one thing to do after getting my pay.

S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G!

went to town with dearest azreen,fidi,kak roha and NAIF!!!!!!!!

dat kid is seriously adorable.lol.as naughty and hyper as he can be...he's still adorable. i can still handle him.hahahahah.at least he's not such of a cry baby lar.hahaha.

1st off. to town! to get fidi's stuffs. and ONE person said she dowanna shop..end up she shop 1st.lol.i dowanna mention who. and i got a bag at heerens.i fgt the brand name..OPERATIONS or smth liddat and also a VZ wallet.lol.at wisma...azreen got her white shoes *AHEM AHEM*. hehe. u know,i knw,babe. ;) hahaha.

then off to raffles city! i was stuck to choose btwn jackets.and finally i chose a black jacket frm springfield.its more of a windbreaker jacket kinda thing? hahaha. bt im satisfied with it.

HEEEEEE! :D

and you, i wanna spend my time with you. ;)

to hold her hands.
to run with her in the rain.
to hold her tight and keep her warm.
to listen to all her stories through the night.
to cross the heavy traffic with her.
to guide and lead her through.
to feed her.
to hug her.
to just sit and stare at her.

her eyes.
her cheeks.
her lips.
her eyebrow.
her tongue.
her smile.
her laughter.
her voice.
her pout.

everything about her,
is beyond my explaination.

perfect,
is the term that i would use.
but,
nobody is perfect.

love, i love you.

another tale to be written in the history of famiglia.
another success surprise.
and this time,make it a double surprise. ;)

azreen got her's last year.
this time round. its afiq and riyandi ;)

and oh boy. the surprise was quite good i must say.
from lieing to yan about going to movies, and blindfolding afiq for a photoshoot.
kudos to the organiser. ;)

it was the day when flour started flying and eggs+planta or watesoever shit keeps falling on your head.
it was the day when cakes and chocolate creams become tatoos.
it was the day when tissues were the source of fire instead of firestarter.
it was the day when a "supposed-to-be mini fights" on the beach become rash.
and it was the day.when the two march babies get down and dirty.haha.

and to azreen,
sorry for the miscommunication in the beginning.
even though the plan did not run so smoothly as planned,
it turns out great.still. :))
kudos to you ;)
a job well done yeah. :))

and to other organisers...ESR and ash. :)
and for the others dat came or helped to make the plan work,
thanks alot.

i love you guys.from the bottom of my heart.
and no,im not gay. :)
sorry afiq. u know wat i mean. its just a game. haha!

hoping to have another surprise coming up!
im sooo up for it.

once again,sorry for any misunderstandings or disputes we had over planning the surprise.
we may have all dat, bt we succeeded in the end.
the surprise.
its a goood one. :))

happy birthday, Nor Afiq Bin Nor Affendi
happy birthday, Muhd Khair Riyandi Bin Muhd Tasrif
hope you guys got a great 18th. ;)

another tale to be written in the history of famiglia.

love. <3


p/s : im sooo dead for the next 3 days. working full shift when there's IT show at suntec. how stupid can i be. -______-"

pppooooffff! went jamming with ESR. plus the crappy duos. fidi and reen..haha.

jamming was awesome!bt damn tiiring i tell you.and its soo crappy when the 2 girls start to lose their voices.DAMN FUNNY! when their voices disappear while going high pitch.hahaha. i gt the vid,bt i wont upload it here.im a good guy. BUT I'LL UPLOAD THE PICS!!MUAHAHA!later on.haha.

then went to heerens to get din's beanie and my bandanna.and headed down to cineleisure BK to have dinner.hell lots of fun and laughter.as always. ;)
til arnd 7 plus, the girls went home while the guys headed to chinatown.
hasraf got his akatsuki cosplay robe...while i got my shinigami ring.hahaha!
slacked at mac till 10.then headed to jurong point and slacked again.and off homE!

im screwed. its just a point of my life whereby i feel like someone should just shoot me through the head and let my brains flow out. or shoot me through the mouth and let my throat burst out. or shoot right through the heart. for you guys who dont like emo kids,you can just exit right now. cz this post will be emo.AGAIN.sorry.

1 mistake. and my life is like a roller coaster in hell.
i feel so useless.
i feel dat im not a good friend.
just cz of dat 1 stupid big mistake.
i want to make things right again.
i want things to be like wat they were before.
dats all dat i ask for. is dat alot?
and dont you guys make mistakes too?
its not like i make mistakes and you guys are perfect.
im sure you make mistakes too.
and must i apologise to the whole world abt wat i did?
when it only concerns a handful of ppl.
1 mistake of mine, and everything changes.
my life. from a meaningful and vibrant and fun life.
to something that is meaningless..lifeless..and full of regret and hate.
it just sucks to be in my current situation now.
i cant go back time to change wat happened.
if i could,i definitely would.
bt things had alrd happen. what do u expect me to do?
i alrd did my part. i admitted im wrong. i apologised to everyone dat is concerned.
what more must i do to make things go back to how it was before?

sometimes i do feel like jumping down the building.
have a taste of wat its like to fall from a high level.

sometimes i feel like cutting my own throat.
see the blood gushing out of my throat till i close my eyes.

sometimes i feel like crying till i go blind.
never will i get to see them again.

why the hell did i make a god damn bloody mistake in the 1st place?!
FUCK IT!. seriously. IRAIMI.YOU SUCK.BIG TIME.
YOU SCREWED UP.
YOU SUCK.
PERIOD.

boogies..im back! muahahahhaa.
idk where to start, bt oh well.
1st of all,i forgot to thank nlina before i went for my hols.haha.SORRY! :X
thanks for coming down so early to hear me out when you DONT have work. :X
i tot you had work..haha..paiseh. bt still,thanks alot. for the starbucks breakfast.HAHA!
and u got my game in return.dont spoil my UMD pleaseeeee.haha :)

now start to the hols. hols was quite fun i must say. its the last trip back to my kampong as my granny wanted to sell it off alrd. :(
bt nvm. anyhoos, nvr really went shopping (FOR ME)..and nvr really went much places.bt..1 place truly amazed me. which is the CRYSTAL MOSQUE. 1 word to describe it. WOW.
absolutely the nicest mosque i've ever ever ever ever ever seeeeeeen! it may not be big, bt its super duper nice. and at night,they have these spotlights that can change colour here and there.idk hw else to describe it. HAHHAA.
and may i ask?isit the beetle season now or wat?
cz for my long 5 days, i keep seeing beetles everywhere! seriously.
its not the tiny beetles u see at home. its like..super huge! u can say..the size of my index finger. I SWEAR! hahaha. and the mosquitos there...wth. they are like..the grand ancestors of the mosquitos with have in singapore.super huge too! when i swat them,there's like a lump of blood on my hands.eeeew. hahaha. and idk for wat reasons,red dots are appearing on my arms. idk wat im allergic to.oh weell. hope it disappears soon. :D

i guess dats all for now!
i cant wait to see supergirl tmr! :D:D:D

and lastly,this post will be quite pic-heavy. okok..pic-medium heavy.haha. enjoy!


























dats all for now!

hey. life hasnt been too good for me recently.even now.
amazing isnt it? just 1 wrong move,and you're a goner.

my life is upside down at the moment. with bloody work, with school results, with my own mistakes, with my bestest buddy ever.

work has been such a pain in the ass. really. i dont need to say the details.
my results, i bet it will suck like hell. maybe even forwarding 2 modules.
my mistake. a huge one. which i wont say it here.
and most importantly, my bestest buddy.

i know what i did was wrong. i admit im in the wrong.
it shouldnt have happened in the 1st place.
i've regretted and i just don't know how to make it up to you.
please.just this once. it wont happen again.
promise.


mistakes are made to be learnt from.
people make mistakes.
and from mistakes is where we grow.

i learnt my mistake. and i hope you wont be angry already.
please.

you're the last person whom i want to make angry.
you know that. if you dont,now you know.

well anyhoos, im off to msia for 5 days. so i wont be around for awhile.
i'll be back to blog when i get back.
for now,i wanna use the holidays to clear everything.
im sure everything will be back to normal soon, i hope.
please.

chao.

rye.