i miss you but the thought of it kills me. slowly. im seriously going insane.
&
im dead beat.
projects. starting sch early. ending sch late.
and im getting sick. like really.
F lah.
this isnt just goodbye. this is i cant stand you. >No it isnt - Plus 44
and this is sooo coool. (i mean the shoe+pants concept thingy)
so long.im dead.
no it isnt
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
the song that i was ONCE addicted to. enjoy! :)
Please understand This isn't just goodbye This is I can't stand you This is where the road crashed into the ocean It rises all around me And now we're barely breathing A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore
Curse my enemies forever Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful This desperation leaves me overjoyed With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
I listen to you cry A cry for less attention But both my hands are tied And I'm pushed into the deep end I listen to you talk but talk is cheap And my mouth is filled with blood From trying not to speak So search for an excuse And someone to believe you In foreign dressing rooms I'm empty with the need to
Curse my enemies forever Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful This desperation leaves me overjoyed With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Curse my enemies forever Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful This desperation is leaving me overjoyed With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Please understand
Lay rotting where I fall I'm dead from bad intentions Suffocated and embalmed And now all our dreams are cashed in You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain You make a sound that feels like pain
So please understand This isn't just goodbye This is I can't stand you
bandage
Sunday, July 19, 2009
and so Bandage 09 happened. and.. ESR ROCKED THE SHIT MAN. they turned shit into chocolates. HAHA. i hope.heh. :)
we didnt win. but its okay. winning its not everything. its not just about winning.
im glad it was a great experience to play alongside awesome bands such as Scandals. they are my fave personally.like really. looking at them performing that night, it was no surprise that they were the battle of the bands champion last year. hats off to you bros. :)
thanks loads to those who come down to support us! really! pppl shouting my name just erased all the tensions i had earlier on. thanks to ash for the photos!thanks to riyandi's frens for the videos!thanks to my classmates who came down after lesson!thanks afiq,ctq,huda,nlina and my lovely sister for coming down.ahahahhaa! :)
im sorry if i made some mistakes in the 2nd song. its cause i really cant hear myself playing. CAUSE OF THE BLOODY MONITOR INFRONT OF ME! but its okay.hahahah
i think we did a great job. :)
congrats ESR!hahahahha! wooO!
here's the vid.
check out riyandi's blog for pics.im soo lazy to post.heh
this part.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i hate this part right here. when you see the magnets repelling, suddenly, one twists around. and both are attracting.
seriously. i hate this part right here.
hey to the wire bozooohz.
EFF.
bs
Monday, July 6, 2009
i didnt mean to for this to go as far as it did. i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did. and i didnt mean to fall in love but i did.
- A lonely september, The Plain White T's
and trying to ollie with no shoes on is very dumb AFTER i tried it. OUCH.
and hasmie's blog is always full of meaning. check it out if you got time. :)
i just loveee her blog.haha. u rock! :D
and dont let go just yet ya. you'll never know what he is up to. LOOK ON THE BRIGHTSIDE SUPERGIRL. :)