hey guys. i dun have much to say. im nt in the mood.
im still sick..with stupid flus n coughs..dammn..
n my heart also..gone case. haiz.


yesterday and friday was her play.
i went for both. it was an awesome play.
she acted very well.i mean really.very well.
she showed the bitchy side of her and i was impressed.
however,she looked cute when she tried to be bitchy.
and there was the prataman.the best of the best. just her face is enuf to make u laugh like shit.haha.
hey..i'll post the pics soon.


right now..i feel totally useless.
i feel dumb..helpless..like shit.worse than shit i guess.
its just sooo hard.

sometimes..i feel like i wanna hug her sooo bad.
just to feel her in my arms..
bt i knw,dat wun ever happen.
i will nvr know how it feels like to hold her close.
5 years,n i didnt even gt a part of it.
none.
how pathetic can i be?i tot i wuld have at least gotten a lil bit,even if its just 1%.
none.

actually,i hate it when a girl says "ur too good for me". it sort of doesnt make any sense to guys.if we're too good,isnt that good?then y not?..
it got me thinking.and i still dunno why.
haiz.

im simply useless.hrmm



sry if this post is emo. i wish im not emo,bt i cnt help it this time round.



hey YOU. i love you. very much.
bt y cant you see it?
in a different light?
i tried my very best.
and still,nothing.
am i that bad?


its just so demoralising when i think about it.
haiz.




well.i gtg work. fucked up place,like prison.

for now,my life is just screwd. datz it.




see you guys arnnd.
tnx for reading.



pics up sooon.



rye.



out.