you mesmerize me.
a plain jane, so? you mesmerize me more than any other.
your eyes.
your eyelashes.
your cheeks.
your lips.
dazzling.
i could just sit and stare at you the whole day.
the way you smile.
the way you laugh.
the way you look away when you're shy.
the way you do your birth mark cheeks.
its.just.perfect.
you made time fly very fast.
when 5 years swept past,
while 1 week seems forever.
i wish, i wish.
living in a dream,
is better than reality.
i may be the only one,
that can sit and stare at you.
is it bad?
when i look at you,
every surrounding just disappears.
you're everything i see.
cheesy as it seems,
i mean it.
everything.
dearest.
is it okay to cry?cause i just feel like crying.
when smiles cant hide the scars.
when paranoia engulfs mentality.
love, i love.
stef.