being up there doesnt mean anything, does it?
being up there doesnt mean he's that great, does it?
being up there doesnt mean he's happy, does it?


im not up there.
im not great.
but im HAPPY.
i may be down here playing with the dirts.
i may not be as high as them.
i may not as of similar status as them.
in terms of looks,personality,character,attitude,charisma.
im nothing.
but that doesnt bother me.
not anymore.
i used to think alot about it.
i used to get pushed away by it.
i used to feel lousy about it.
but whats the point of me thinking?
it doesnt mean anything.
it doesnt even change anything.
even if i change myself and go up there,
things wont change between us.
i know.
but its okay.
im happy.
cause i got you around me all the time.

thanks sweetheart.

love,i love. <3

its just something that kept me pondering when you said he=heaven.

well, its okay. im not bothered by it. ;)

why should i anyway, right?

enjoy your day.

im out. =)