hey guys.
im like a zombie typing this out.
im super weaker than you can ever imagine.
just wanna upload some pics from yesterday,
had movie outing with fiq,sop,reen,ain,ash.
500 days of summer!












thanks guys for the time out. :)
you're the best.

and so i guessed it right.
my condition did worsen.
and if by tmr i dont start to get better,
dad's gonna send me to hospital.
i wanna get better soon!
cause i cnt stand being super weak.
and..i fear the needles!omfg.

and im gonna miss my class!
dtrn 07 ftw. :)

haiz.dats all for now.
and makcik,



hope ur reading this. :)
enjoy school.
u wont be seeing me much anymore. :(
im sooo sadded.

fuck la.
seriously.
what the hell is wrong with my body?
its like...its breaking down slowly.
from my left getting weak,
now my right is getting weak also.
honestly.
im freaking scared.
and im having a hard time typing this out.
cause im just too weak to type.
its that bad.
god help me.
haiz. :((

idk wats happening to me.
honestly.
i feel so close to death.
slowly, minute after minute,
my body is getting weaker and weaker.
from stomachaches,
to headaches.
and today, my whole left part of my body,
from top to bottom,
felt extremly weak while my right side is normal.
and my left hand's two left fingers cant go straight no matter how hard i forced it to.
its like i lost control of it.
its honestly a scary feeling.
its like im having stroke.
and its freaking me out right now.
plus my right calf is super cramp after having to support my left body during walking.
dammit.
what's happening? :((

but on a brighter note,
i got my baby~ Macbeth Hensley. :)
and it burnt a huge hole in my pocket, i swear. :(

hopefully i'll get better.haiz.
insyaallah. :)

-have fun with your family! :)
for sure your stomach will get bigger.heh.

okay i guess i'll update.once again.bore.hahaha.

last week,
went to night safari for some halloween horror thingy.
$35 gone just like dat.
and the animal show..wasnt dat nice,cz the animals so called nvr obey?hahaha.
and the ghost tram and the trail to the bridge of no return was thrilling!and scary at times.
i shout my heart out man during the tram ride.HAHA!
its an awesome experience,but not really worth that $35 though.haha.
here's pics.




















then a few days back,
went cycling with some of my camp mates to ecp.
gosh i was dead tired after awhile!
means im super fat alrd!
OMG!
and the rain jz spoilt an hour.tsk.
but it was fun!
and i break the arcade record of wacking the strongest thingy..haha.idk the name.
hahahaha!



oh well.
im not really looking forward to school.
one look at the modules..and im screwed up.
5 written papers.
OMFG.
die la. as long as i pass,im more than happy.
:)

-and yes, i miss you makcik. :(
awwwwwwww.
haha. ;)

BOOO!
long time nvr update sia...damn lazy.
SERIOUSLY.
im gna tell jz the summary of everything.hahaha.




kk lets start from last week.
had M.A.D camp from fri-sun.
the camp was not as bad as i thought it would be.
the facils rock my socks.serious.hahaa
but DTRM camp appears to be better than M.A.D camp.
WOOOOO!!!
and the we made our own SPSB Boys Generation (taken from the original SNSD Girls Generation)
and we danced to Gee.
practiced thru the night til lack of slp sia!
then end up perform on sun noon.
MEANS I CANT PERFORM.
cz i gtg msia dat morning at 6am.
damn shagged i tell u.totally shiat.
our vid is up on FB. :) if u wanna watch dat is.ahhaha.
dowan also nvm. :)

then off to msia.
not much to say abt it.
family matters.
but its kinda nice i must say.
and i got 2 eyecandies over there!HUHU.
i didnt notice them the last time.well,i did notice one of them.
then recently i found another.both are sisters!coool!
they are my dad's cousin's daughters.idk what relation is that to me.
i dont care anyway.i know they're super sweet. ;)
hope to see them someday in spore.heh.






then ytd,
raya outing with my colleagues!
its the 1st time i had raya in a car with all my friends.
its quite fun, with all the craps that we had.
and idk why,
ALL OF THEM HAD CATS IN THEIR HOUSES!
cute to the impak maxima siol~~~







kk dats it! lazy to blog lah~~~

here's SNSD Girl Generation - Gee.


and now im the one gaga over Soo Young. last time was riyandi,now its me.HAHA.
SOO YOUNG!
in the vid,she's the 2nd from the left in the 1st few seconds of the vid, wearing pink suit and white tshirt.DAMN CHIO!

and here's the MV.



okok.i shud stop.ahahahhaha!

chao~~

-i miss you, honestly.
do u know?or do you not?