honestly.
i feel so close to death.
slowly, minute after minute,
my body is getting weaker and weaker.
from stomachaches,
to headaches.
and today, my whole left part of my body,
from top to bottom,
felt extremly weak while my right side is normal.
and my left hand's two left fingers cant go straight no matter how hard i forced it to.
its like i lost control of it.
its honestly a scary feeling.
its like im having stroke.
and its freaking me out right now.
plus my right calf is super cramp after having to support my left body during walking.
dammit.
what's happening? :((
but on a brighter note,
i got my baby~ Macbeth Hensley. :)

and it burnt a huge hole in my pocket, i swear. :(
hopefully i'll get better.haiz.
insyaallah. :)
-have fun with your family! :)
for sure your stomach will get bigger.heh.